Daydreamers

Indeed what was written, is bound to happen.

At the end of last year, I remembered telling a colleague that in 2015, things are going to be different and that somehow I had the feeling that a big change was going to come. Back then it was just an innocent instinct. I did not delved much into that hunch and continued living. Now, things are changing. What was before is no longer now. 

And I am becoming increasingly exhausted.

I love teaching. More than anything in this world. After my previous stint doing an office job, I cannot see myself doing other things but teaching. But when responsibilities at work becomes too much, and works begin to pile, you start to wander what the priorities are. You start to question the ability of the higher ups who, in any case, gives conflicting instructions and were fast to pin-point your weaknesses without knowing fully well the rationale behind it. Sometimes, I really wonder whether they have enough experiences as a teacher to be sitting on that throne. For me, it will always be for the benefit of the children. No matter what.

However, this, might not be the biggest change because this instinct is telling me yet again that a bigger one is coming along. Then again, a hunch is just a hunch until it truly happens.

What was before is no longer now.

Yours Truly, HASYiMAH