Most Of All, Its Built To Last

Oh how I've missed penning my thoughts on how the year have been and all in this space. If not for this space, I would not have reminisce all the forgotten memories years ago. It is pretty rewarding to read and look back on how life was before everything that is now. I guess that is the reason I enjoyed blogging.

Twenty twelve.

I can't really remember how the year started actually. Maybe I started things on a low. Didn't have any big celebration for my 23rd because I just wasn't feeling it. But I know in February, it was a start of something special that became official in April, heh heh. Made a new friend who eventually become the significant other to me now.. :) However, June and December was a rough one for me. Two really really dear person left to a better place..

Finished school in July and that was when life became... well, life. Things went so bad at one point of time that I had sleepless nights and was practically dragging myself. New environment, new culture, I knew things will never be the same again. I thought this was the one for me but, thoughts, second thoughts came through my mind. So I began to search for myself in the mess. I am still searching..

Things are looking a little better now. If not for the people who are there for me, I think maybe I would have handled things differently. Who knows what impulsive decision I would make, because sometimes, I too am not aware of the things I would do.

I found love. Yes, finally.. This time round, its different. Way different than the ones I experienced before. Found someone who love me as much as I love him and who in other words, complete me. Eventhough at times I am still shy around him, but this time round, I told myself no holding back. This time round, I see a future with you in it, our future. This time round, its real.. With God's willing, lets make 2013 something even more special ok love? :)

What can I say about twenty twelve. Certainly a year full of ups and downs. I found something precious but lose 3 precious ones along the way; found a new found love but a dying passion. Nevertheless, I am thankful for all the happenings. Truly am blessed to wake up in the morning knowing the things I have. Even though I hate what I'm doing at times, but I'm thankful that at least, I have something to keep me going through the day. And again, I am truly blessed for the family and friends that I have.

Lets pray for a better year ahead, 2013.

Yours Truly, HASYiMAH