What I Never Knew Before

2 years ago, I started a journey. A journey of discovering, or rather rediscovering the simplicity of life through the thoughts and actions of the little minds. What was in store was more than just a journey, it is also a self-discovery; of myself, the people around me and of life. I gained much more as compared to how much I gave because truly, each day is a learning experience. Never mind the kind of work that I had to do, because at the end of the day, seeing how much they have grown and be an independent individual is something to be proud of. 

I still remember, my first day of work was also their first day in school. It was tough. Probably the toughest day I had to work in my life. Crying, mucus, vomiting and much more. Being new, they were very insecure of the environment and people. And being new myself, I was quite lost in that situation. However, day by day, months passed by, they began to settle down and that was when wonders happen. But sadly, I had to bid them farewell after seeing them grow a year and a half. It was rather bittersweet because I never wanted to leave, I wanted to stay and at least see them graduate. 

So a few days ago, I paid a visit after not seeing them for 6 months or so. Because really, I just miss them. And wow, have they grown much. Those cute little 3 year old are now the big brothers and sisters. What touched me the most was, as I peeked into their classroom from the corner of the window, one of them saw me and instantly called out my name. And almost immediately half of them were off their seats and calling out my name. And then Darius goes "Teacher Syimah, why you never pick me up from K1?".  Ahhh that boy.. Got me teary eyed. 

People always say, the sentimental value of the firsts can never be replaced. Its true. These children are the first batch of children that I 'looked' after. What made it more special was that we kinda started the journey together. In other words, they are the ones that have enriched my life with the invaluable experiences. Both good and bad. And I am thankful and ever grateful for that. Seeing them now, they have surely grown to be healthy and happy children. Well, they will always have that little spot in my heart. Always.. :)

Yours Truly, HASYiMAH