The first call

I'm totally worn out.

Term break is finally here but the projects still stays.

We're down to the last term in a few weeks time and I assure you

that in a snap, we'll be sitting for our final exams.

Scary but that's the reality.

Anyway, besides the last minute projects completion and mugging for tests,

everything seem ok for now. IPP results will be out tomorrow and I am so darn

nervous just thinking about it. I do not hope for much though (knowing the kind of

trouble I was in hah), but I just wish that

all those hard work pays off and that I truly deserve the grade.

I need my sleep, I need my sleep, I need my sleep!

BADLY...

But I'm waiting for something today :)

I think having modules on Human Behaviour is very helpful.

For instance today, the lecturer was saying on how we can change certain

things that are under our control. And then it struck me. That if I were to want

some things in life to work out, I gotta change to make it better. That I gotta

break out of my own shell and just let loose.

Lets face it, I have been running away. And when I finally thought that

I had it all, it just wasn't right. So it affected me in a way that I always put myself

down and close myself up to others.

Afraid. Fear.

Yes, that is more like it. I even thought of giving up what I was looking for.

But not anymore.

And so I'll muster every ounce of confidence I have

and cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna master every ounce of confidence I have

For You I Will, Teddy Geiger

Lets have some fun during term break shall we? ;)

Happy Holidays All!

Yours Truly,

HASYiMAH