A better day please come.

We wonder sometimes why our life turns out the way it is. Why at one moment we're happy and the next we're unhappy with the way things are. What leads up to these? We asked questions but we never really get the answers. Maybe we did find the answers, but we are just oblivious to it.

Truthfully, life has been way too fast for me. I can barely keep up with it. Even if I did, at the end of it all I'll be left panting heavily. I've lost the stamina. The stamina to fight a little more for what is good at the end of the day, the stamina to withstand every little setback that I had, the stamina to get the tough going when the going gets tough. Each day is like a monotonous routine, I wake up, go to school, do projects, go home, sleep. Then I'll be too tired at the end of the week that I basically wasted my weekend by either taking long naps in the afternoon or just staying home. I'm mentally and physically drained. A friend even says I'm losing my positive energy, am I? Sometimes I just don't know what I want anymore, and that above everything else saddens me the most. It's a little worrying to be in this state, but most of it all its frightening.

A better day please come. Please bring back my desire to live a beautiful and meaningful life each day. To be content with the things I'm doing and the life I'm living, every second of it. Bring back my enthusiasm in knowing that I'll be learning something new every day. Help me rediscover the things I've lost. I know that better day will come someday, I'm anticipating it.

Sometimes we laugh hard, at times we cry hard. Sometimes we smile wide, at times we frown low. Sometimes we shout loud, at time we sigh heavily. And they'll say hey, that's part of life.

I'll be positive again, I definitely will.
And it feels good to let everything out.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH