Two Ways

Maueme apoh.

If only I knew the answers to every questions I have
and know every reasons of the happenings in my life,
wouldn't that at least make my heart feel a little lighter?

If only I knew what the other party is thinking and feeling,
and the every reason he/she is feeling that way,
wouldn't that at least make my heart feel a little lighter?

Dilemma.
It's when you're stuck at a crossroad and didn't know which way to go.
Even if you do,
you'd have second thoughts about your take.
You know you want the best, but you're afraid the
road that you bet on might not be the best for you.
So you ponder and ponder and ponder a while more,
till you reach a point that you're willing to risk everything.
That's when you take the risk.

I knew this day would come.
Where making decisions is very very important.

Oh spare me the pain of the thought please.
The mind, body and soul is too tired for that now.
Himdeuroh.

On a lighter note, went over to Climb Asia today.
Went there to see the climbing shoes and also the walls and bouldering gyms there.
Planning to buy the shoe, so that it'll help me in climbing.
I'm beginning to love climbing, rock climbing.
It's always a challenge, but when you're up there climbing using all your
physical and mental strength, its feels as though the gravity has pulled all the thoughts and problems inside of you down and you feel free.

A few things have been on my mind lately.
I need motivation. :)

And so I told myself, that I'll be climbing that wall one day.
One fine day..

Thank you for just being there, I feel much better now.
It's good that I finally let it out.
:)

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH