I've had enough

If I were to say what I don't like about all this, I have a lists of them.
If I were to say where are those areas of improvement needed, I think everything needs to be changed and improved.
From the organization right down to the attitude. Attitude of oneself, towards others and towards the organization itself. The non-chalant attitude is so not needed.
But being human, our pride is much more valuable than that of the success of the organization;
that ourselves is much more important than that of the others who are in the same boat.
Afterall, being human we tend to be selfish at times or maybe all the time.
Just that we are unconscious of our own acts.
I seriously think that all of us need and must pull our act together to get through the rough times.
Where is the commitment when you talk about a team?
Where is the hardwork when you talk about passion?
Where is the attitude when you talk about respect?

To be frank, I am utterly and seriously pissed today.
Put aside my lack of sleep and that call from my workplace, but I doubt my mood will change even if I were to have enough sleep.
Because its shows.
Everything that happened today shows how weak we are, as one.
Well at least that is what I see.

I am tired.
And like all human when you are tired, you are at the verge of giving up as you see no point in continuing what you're doing, because there's no improvement.
Then the 'whatever-I-don't-care-aymore' attitude will come in.
I also know that everyone is feeling the same way as I am, tired.
So where do we go from here?

Then there was work.
I clearly saw that I was scheduled for tomorrow's closing.
And that bloody manager can call me up and say, who says so? and areyou coming?
Leaving a rude intonation of 'and you don't need to come on thursday because you are not scheduled for that day' before she hangs up.
I was left speechless.
First, I did not even give them Wednesday as my working day.
Second, eventhough you are my superior that kind of tone was not at all necessary.
Third, I've had a long, bad day and that just sums up to every little sparks of rage inside.

I am not stress.
But seeing others stress, makes me one.
So can we just pretend that we're not stress?

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH