THE MISSES
By Aliff Faisal

WOOOO.. firstly thank you hash for letting me use your bloggy to post this, and the nerve of you to ask me to stay up hours to do a blog jus for this post but anywho thanks anyways. huhuhu.. so yeah to all pregnant mothers road to recovery sucks I feel your pain cos im being confine for a month and it SUCKS bad.. enough with the chitty chatty..

To cut it short I intend to do a I miss you post so
I SERIOUSLY miss doing all this stuff,

aliff misses

Food that actually requires CHEWING
Going out , literally stepping out of the gate is enough for now
Moving around without the feelin of something hollow in my abdomen
Miss grammy (cuzzy, for you) talking helps BUT talking is NICE
Messing around with ng
Having biting session with bern
Huh-ing session with a girl by the name of colleen and a guy call bingwey
Watching low having scandalous affair with mas
Going to school and creating havoc
Being LATE, chua poh teck I miss u shouting across ALIFF YOU ARE LATE again!
Making dumb mistake and then laughin to urself while the rest are having lecture
Talking to people
Gossipin would be nice now
Sufi you chicken pie, I even miss you
Dinie late night hanging out eating macs at civic have to wait
Xue er scandaling have been diff after graduation
My body, now marianas trench run all over you, im so sorry for ruining you
The rest of my 15.5 kg, bloody hell come back and attach yourself to me can
Making music, guess giving you up will be hard but I have to
Running, yes I know its insane but I do miss it
Night scene, the only one im having now involved early curfew and lots of zZzz
Sugary fun
Milk, now my bestfriend is the one call plain water
Being crazy
Getting into trouble omg how come I dint remember you sooner
French fries
Ben and jerry's please have an affair with me soon
DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER
Definitely not falling in love
BFFs haaa see you soon
The stupid clerks who boil my blood every morning, dumb slow service!
Pencils, I haven use you to write my thoughts for a while
Talking to a pig and making it seem that everything is OKAY! thanks for that ng
The trombone, no more blowjobs for you.. sorry my dear friend
Pleasant dreams, it seems horror is pushin u aside
The door I always bump on the way out to school everymorning

To tell you the truth im terribly missing a lot and the list will and CAN goes on. But I guess enough is enough.
Just one more month and its all okay, things are hard now but they will get better I hope. Yes that is what everyone is left in time of despair, time of desperation – hope is all one need because the next day will always be better. So to one and all every tear or frown will eventually lead to a smile. Hell has come and knock and now im waiting for it to pass, I wont lie its hard but I get by and what comes after is even harder cos I know I have to give up some things I love but life goes on. For one, most of my memories have return and my scars are drying up.

haaaaa, from what I miss post to some mushy type out. I dont mind, guess when you’re alone and typing thoughts flow like untapped stream of water. One last thing before I actually sign off… erm don’t feel bad for not visiting though 2 weeks seems long, its really okay I don’t mind, just don’t let me fall off the sky alone again it gets rather boring after a while. Better still wait for me on the ground, that will be a great surprise!guess that’s it..

See you people around, once again thanks hash
And bye lurves..