AMBITIONS.

You know ever since I was a kid, I had lots of ambitions. I remembered one of my first ever serious ambition was to be an architect. In primary 5, I even drew sketches and made plans to build this beautiful big house enough to fit in my then 8 close friends. I had the wildest plan ever. I swear if I were to really build that house, it would be more like a mansion than a normal house, with every floor having 7 bedrooms each with entertainment centre and gym and swimming pool, it would be madness! But that was my ambition then, for my friends.

Then as I entered Secondary School, I had a change of amibition. This time round, I wanted to be a doctor. Though I've changed what I wanted to be in mind, still architecture was always the back-up plan. I became interested in being a doctor because I saw this documentary on how people in the third world lived. They need lots of medical attention. I figured, if I wanted to help these people, then being a doctor would make a great deal out of it cos then I can go to them and help cure whatever illnesses that they have, except those incurable ones. Whatever it is, all I wanted to do was to help them. But somehow down the road, I think I may have lost myself once, so I never worked hard towards achieving it.

Then a few years back, maybe 1 or 2 years ago. I realised that I love observing people and their behaviours. I like looking at the different ways they express themselves and I like talking to my closest friends when they are in a situation. I like making people feel good about themselves, though I may be quite reserved, but I like people coming to me to tell their stories. When someone asked me what do I want to be in future last year, I told them a Psychologist. But somehow, my path now towards that ambition may be off a little bit, but it's ok. Let me take the longer route, life should be of experiences. Well, don't be shocked if a few years down the road, I may not be a psychologist, because I believe as time change, people change.

14 - 18 days Cambodia community service project. I want to go so badly. A once in a lifetime experience huh. But I need cash. Interested, very!

Oh btw, I had so much fun in drama today. Thanks to the crazy friends there, I was laughing non-stop, well, in certain times only. Food was yummyyy! Hehe.

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Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH
(hashbrown)