PUSAKA SENI

It was unbelievable that everything happened so fast.
3 months passed since the first production training.
4 months passed since the orientation.
And after today, there'll be no more of it,
for the mean time.
I would rate yesterday's show as wonderful, though there's some
glitches here and there, they manage to cover it up.
I gave my best. That's the most important thing that matters to me.
Everyone did actually.
Some part did really teared me up, like the video.
And the fact that my parents wasn't there for the whole show.
It's an opportunity wasted.

I had fun during the 3 days camp.
Basically, I got to observe more, talk more and learn more.
Somehow, it took me by surprise that the seniors are stepping down.
Because I never thought that this was the time.
Whatever it is, we'll move on from there.
Sharing session was the best part yesterday.
I do feel guilty somehow, because I plan to have this production as my last.
Like Hasbi, I'm having second thoughts too.
Like Syamim, mcg is where I meet those crazy friends,
especially the 'makcik kepo' (you know who you are), Raudah, Liyana, Azura
and all others.
Like everyone else, that is where my passion lies.

It is the feeling of satisfaction after that bow in the finale,
that made me think again, maybe this is what I want.
Although I'm a small part, but I was part of it all.
But you know me, I'm always fickle-minded about things.

I am somehow very quiet during trainings.
I don't talk much except when I'm with the normal gang.
But trust me, in time, I will be comfortable around each and everyone of you.
I need a long time to adapt. Very long time indeed.

To the seniors stepping down, I really look up to you guys.
You amazed me by how much you can do.
Like putting up a production.
Seriously, this is my first ever and I know there's alot of
hardwork and heart-work have to be put into,
to make it a success.
Thank you for teaching me things I never knew.

Yesterday, we stayed up till late. Ate at 3 am in the morning (today).
And then, I went to sleep. Most of us slept outside the room.
I woke up to see them sleep around the area.
It was a great scene.
So happy togetherrr~
haha

Till here, 3 claps to mcg!

Alhamdullilah...

Jika bukan kami,
siapa lagi yang akan mengekalkan
seni melayu ini?

=))

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH
(hashbrown)
i'm unsure of you..