I NEED MORE THAN THAT.

Where do I begin?
The happy or the sad?
The good or the bad?

Let's just begin with wishing Singapore a belated Happy Birthday!
This lovely island I call home, is 42 this year. Awwww....
May she prosper to greater heights.

On another note.

Lets recall. Hmm. It was a bad move to go to the esplanade on National Day to watch the fireworks.

Like seriously, it's packed with people. With the parade held at Marina Bay, almost everyone would go there to watch the fireworks, right?

So I went with Aliff and Dinie. We ended up going through and fro from Suntec to Raffles City to search for Aliff's missing friend, Mas. Hah. She's not missing actually, just that we couldn't locate her when she came. Found Azhmeera while searching with another of Aliff's friend, Eugene. She abandoned her friends half way to join us in the search. Hah. The crowd was over-whelming la. Aliff managed to locate Mas, by which the fireworks start. Ended up seeing it at the road outside Marina Square. Ate and off to home. Seriously, Eugene is HOT! Right Dinie? Haha. He looks like one of the campus superstar contestant, but he's not. Hah.

Overall, I conclude, it's better to just stay at home and watch it live on tv. After all, tv are made for us to watch and to save us from going through all these hassle. Dum Dum.

Yesterday, went to Ky's bday party. Happy Birthday Ky! It was fantabulous. Great food, funny atmosphere, good friends. It was all good. =)). I enjoyed myself.

Us, the jamz. Haha. Some missing.

There's more photos then just that.

Now, I'm just so tired of feeling so stupid. Like seriously, grow up please. I'm not saying who, biar lah, siapa yang makan coklat, dia lah yang rasa manisnya.
And, can we stop whatever we are having right now?
It's not going anywhere. If we continue and nothing comes out of this, it's just a waste of time and tears and painful heart. We are neither here nor there, that nor this. I don't want things to get complicated as it have already been. I'm just tired of feeling unassured. Tired of waiting. Like you said, manisnya terasa apabila kami sedang bercinta. I just feel sad, that I have to feel this way towards us. Wait, there's no us to begin with. But then again, I have to say what's really in my heart right now. Maybe I might regret later on, maybe a few years later? But let that be later on. It is very saddening to have found love but to never owned it. It pains even more to write this paragraph and to put this picture up.

You are special to me. You make me feel real. Thank you.

Who am I to you? It's ok, you don't need to answer that question anymore.

=/

Haiz....

Yours Truly,

HASYiMAH

(hashbrown)