TO YOU.

Dear ................,

These are my words, every single one of them.

Tell me the words I wanna hear,
and I'll tell you whats deep within.
Of the melody and joy that the heartbeat makes.
Of the lyrics those sweet words turned into.
It just blends like a beautiful song,
everytime I think of you.

If everyday, I hear the music play,
And I think of you as it rains.
To be in your arms, the warmth it has.
To just sit next to you in silent with closed eyes,
and let the wonderful moment slip by without despair,
Would you believe me?

And if I were to tell you that,
just having your presence next to me,
was enough to make me smile,
Would you believe me?

If the first thought when I wake up,
and the last one before I sleep,
was of you,
Would you believe me?

If everyday I wished for you to talk to me,
and every moment I wished for you to look at me,
Would you believe me?

But...

If I tell you that I'm letting you go,
would you feel lost?
If I tell you things are not working out,
would you agree?
If I tell you that I'm keeping just a mutual feeling between us,
would you hate me?

If you feel lost and don't agree,
and hated me for saying so,
then I can smile with open heart and know that
what I felt was something special all along.

Tell me the words I wanna hear,
of how special I am to you,
of how my presence brought some happiness in you,
of how you enjoyed each and every moment we spend together,
though sometimes it may be dull, but tell me it wasn't.

But if I was that important, you would have never treated me that way.

I never wanted to be in this plight that I am right now. Something crop up at home and I'm just too miserable to care about it, haiz..
Smile Hash, that's what you do best anyway.

=)

Why?

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH
(hashbrown)