THOUGHTS.

There was no drama training today. Actually there is, but since this training is meant for this Saturday's performance, they say I don't really need to attend it. So stayed back for econs project and off to track for some sports. For some reason, I realised, playing sports make a person happy. Like what I felt just now. I love sports, playing sports, no doubt. Period. Soccer especially. I actually wanted to pursue soccer in poly, but then, due to some restrictions from my parents, I did not do so.

I asked them if I could join soccer as my cca, and they gave me a straight answer, no. So I did not ask why, partly because my heart was too heavy to carry on with the conversation. I assume that there is no point for me to argue with them since they've set their mind. So I just play soccer with the girls. When I was small, probably in primary 3, my brother would go to soccer clinics with my cousin. So I would sit there and watch them train. At that point of time, how I wish they would have conducted a similar soccer clinic for girls. And then I felt greatful to my brother, because he would always choose me to be in his team when we're playing with the neighbourhood kids at the void deck. So you see, the interest for soccer has been in me since small. It is a guy's game, but I'm game for it. Haha.

I am no soccer expert. If you ask me whether I watch each and every EPL or some soccer game, I would say I seldom watch. I just love playing with the soccer ball, kicking it and dribbling it freely. That's what I love doing. I can never get tired when playing soccer. And I love to play with 5N1 guys and girls. They know us, we know them. =)).

Somehow, I think, my passion for drama is not there anymore. I am not that enthusiastic on going for drama training. Maybe it's my fault, because I thought by joining drama, I would relive the same atmosphere back when I was in primary school. But I was wrong. It is totally different. Maybe I miss my primary school friends too much. Hah. Maybe my thing is not in performing arts anymore, but more towards sports. I don't know. I've tried all sorts of sports since young, from dance to swimming to badminton to soccer to running to silat, and I enjoyed every moment of it. Perhaps I was just too lazy to know what I want and to catch after it. So see what's happening to me now? Well, if there's no soccer then I'll try some other sports.

I'm not troubled or anything, I'm just on my way to self discovery.

See you people around. If you miss me, tag me. If not, I miss you too. HAH!

=))

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH
(hashbrown)