I went out with my cousins instead of working. I swear this was my first and I'm certainly not going for the last 2 days of my working life. This week is my last week, and I feel so so tired to go. So I decided to do the unthinkable, that is to be gone for good without a single trace. Maybe there might be some consequences for my action but heck, I really really need to break free from it sooner than I thought. Well, at least now I'm free than before and I shall enjoy fully before school starts. Going out with the cousins was certainly fun. I managed to talk everything that I wanted to with them. You know, being an only girl in the family has its disadvantages sometimes. Somehow at times, I wished I had an elder sister or a younger one who's 1 or 2 years younger so that I have some company when I'm alone at home or to talk to whenever I need a listening ear. Or at least whenever our family goes out, I can turn to her and say, "hey look there, he's so hot!", when I saw a hot guy and we'll ogle together like girls normally do. There are many things that I wished for but hey, I know things happen for a reason right. Being the only daughter in the family, there are different expectations. Oh, don't get me wrong, I love being the rose among the thorns in this house. At least I know what boys are like and I know how to play their favourite game too. Well, I guess I should be thankful for that and my closest sister for now would be my cousins. We practically grew up together.

Moving on, I'm thinking of cutting my hair and I have this image in mind but I don't know whether it'll suit me or not. Suggestions anyone? I really need a change of hairdo seeing that I've been keeping the same hairstyle since Secondary 1. A change would bring a fresher look to me? Hopefully.

A few agendas have been lined up. Lunch with the 5N1 girls (not confirmed yet), a day at Sentosa with the cousins, movies, rest and rest. Maybe since I have a whole lot of time in my hands, I shall do something fruitful. Like? I don't know. Jogging? Gym? Haha. I swear I've eaten so much this holiday but thankfully, there's no drastic change in my weight. The shape is still intact (haha) but I need to exercise to feel better. Yes!

I miss, terribly miss the class environment. To smile on those fond memories, it was an amazing time spent with them, 3 years of beautiful stories written and stored.



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Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH
(hashbrown)