Whatever happens to the time when things were so easy. When things were so lively and gay. When the air was filled with sincere hearts, when all we could think of at that point of time was the great company we were to each other. What happens to those days and nights out. To the time when all of us were drooling over hot guys, to the time when we laugh at our inside jokes, to the times when we can share our most darkest secret with each other. What happened? All I ask is what happened?
Does time envy us that much, so much so that we became what we are today? Or is it that we, ourselves, have changed? And if so, what makes us change? Is it the new environment? What, what, what and why?
When one drift apart, the others tend to follow the trait. I am sad to say that with you around, sometimes, things get awkward. I remained quiet and the things that I wanna say, I hold it back for the fear that something uneasy would happen.
But I am waiting for the day when I think nothing of you. As in, no negative thoughts of you. For the day when I can finally trust you back, the day when your company doesn't feel that awkward, the day when everything was like before. Then again, thinking back, I may have to wait a few more years for that day to come because you have been so far off for now. All the best to you my friend. I am glad that we crossed path and that you were there when I needed you. I am forever greatful for the things we went through together and all the memories we had. You left a mark here, in me.
On a lighter note, A.maths is finally over. God bless me! Hah! At last, after 3 years of 'struggling', it has finally come to an end. 2 more papers to go and I can proclaim myself free for a short period of time. YES!
I'll see you wonderful people sometime soon yea.
Take care and have a nice day ahead.
=))
Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH
(hashbrown)
ps: i wrote this, for if i didnt get to say goodbye to you, at least you know i treasure you lots. i hope..
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