Prelims. They make u sick. Urgh! Screwed up big time. I did below average. Kinda demoralizing, but what I learnt from da workshop is that, success comes after failure. So yea, gotta move on with life and improve on it. Fullstop.
I can sense the seriousness everyone is portraying towards their studies, afterall, we've only got 28 more days to go. Pray for us. Hee..
I finally follow the study plan that I did. Yay! Though I start slow, but it is still an effort on my part. Hah!
I know i gotta fight this feeling that's inside of me. I have to do that for my own good. I have to block all possibilities that I see, that's gonna hurt me in the end. I have to be selfish, I have to protect myself. I have learnt to love myself once more and i'm not gonna jeopardise myself into falling again. I will not and I can't let it happen once again. Call me a coward, for all I care. I'm just not ready. I'll tell you when it's all over.
Blinded by all things that I left me there alone. I'm sorry. Since I've found myself again, I won't let it wander.
It's just a game that people play, and they forget that the little them is there all along. Happy searching people. Look deep enough and you'll find answers that you've been questioning about. To bits and pieces, I love you... The real you!
Place the smile on my face, and that smile is all yours.
Half-way thru..
Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH
(hashbrown)
ps: i'll wait for that day when it happens..
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