I saw a friend of mine having a nervous breakdown today. She was crying there. I was helpless and i couldn't think of anything to do. I walked away. I took my bag and began that dreadful walk. I walked away with the thought in mind that i have to do this because i'm not ok and if i were to fake a strong front, i might break down too. So i made the choice to leave her there, with some other friends. And thank god, she's feeling a lil better now. Sometimes, you ought to do whats best for yourself even if it means putting others 2nd and you 1st. And as for me, i left her behind without being there for her. Thousand apologies my friend.
They say satan has been locked away during the month of ramadan. I wonder, whatever happens to the beings which has been kept in homes. I mean, i've heard stories of people keeping 'things' in their home. And what happen to them during this month? Hmmm.. Ok, having goosebumps now!
So tomorrow is e.maths p1, the very last paper for the prelims. And yes, am exhausted. All those sleepless nights just to burn the midnight oil, i hope its worth it. If not, well, i'll just keep trying.
I was so high yesterday that i jumped on my bed like a trampoline. No stunts or what-so-ever but a sound was produced by the bed. Crraacckk! Haha.. Nothing serious though, just a small fracture on the bed part. Poor bed. Hah! Now i gotta find other beds to jump onto.. Hee.. I've set my eyes on my parent's bed though. LOL! Ok, lame.
Till here for today. I'm hanging on and so should all of you out there. In time to come, it will all fade away one day. It will, trust me. All that begins has it ends, right? Stay strong, even if u have to fake it. [correct me if i'm wrong. = )]
Azri's b'day but Aliff act as da b'day boy.. Extra eh.. Haha..
Back in sec 3, after the night bicycle ride..
Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH
(hashbrown)
ps: nothing can ever describe what i'm feeling today, at times i'm clueless too..
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