Let me start it off by saying.. School is starting in a few days time! Greatness. I know alot of changes is going to be taken place in term 3. I hope it's nothing too drastic. So, nothing interesting today. Stayed at home, played with lil bro. He's recovering. Tomorrow would be a busy day. Haha. Going to ZOO!! Haha. Great. Mom's fault for paying without askiing me whether i wanna go or not. Anyway, seeing animals is fun. Haha. Have to wake up early, cos going in the morning. Luckily it didnt clash with the time i'm supposed to be out with my cousins. Yey!! Going out with them tomorrow. Too bad only the 3 of us. The rest can't make it. But heck, when we said we'll be going out, we definitely will go out. Haha. So Singapore is small and the only place we could think of is town and esplanade. Going town first to window shop and stuff. Then to esplanade to just chill and talk. We really need to space ourselves out, especially me. Since school is opening, i need to recharge. Haha.
Anyways, u noe how much i love listening to song right? My favourite of all time, for now, Unbelievable by Craig David!! Wow, simply superb.. Haha. Been listening to it every moment of my time. Haha. It's so unbelievable. And it's unbelievable how much my life has changed. Nas sms-ed me. Haha. It's been so long since we contacted each other. Actually, not that long lar, only 1 year. Haha. But 1 year feels like 10 years sei. We really do need to catch up. She was my close friend back then and i hope she'll be now. We were the crazy 5!.. Hahax.. Kiot, me, spider, rode and her. Weird names, i noe. Haha. Aiya, boring lar school holiday. Cannot write interesting stories in this blog. Haha.
So about the yesterday incident. Nothing to worry about. Crying once in a while really makes you feel relieved. I dont blame my friends but i'd rather cry without people seeing and knowing. Haha. But i let it slip out when i wrote in the blog. How careless of me. Haha.
A treat for u guys today!! HAHA. A poem written a few weeks back and the one that i let Aliff read. When Life Took The wrong Turn. Enjoy. Haha.
It seems life is so unfair
I tried so hard but it feels so bare
I’ve had my time
I want to call it quit, i won't deny.
Love is not on my side again
He left me on the sideline waiting
And left my tear to dry
Without saying goodbye
See, all the things in this world don't matter anymore
I failed times and again, it made me sore
The voices in my head won't stop
It seems I'm fading more and more
I buried my problems in solitude
I keep them safe in the soul
I find solace in self-denial
Maybe, just maybe I'm losing control
I feel like dying, but instead I screamed
If death would solve all problems, then we don't need trying
But I've not given up yet, for there's still light
A ray of shimmering light lay glittered in the night.
So life may be unfair, love may not be on my side
Dilemma will be around, and my world may be crashing down
I'll try my very best in making life a success
For violence is not the response.
ps: "It's so unbelievable. And I don't wanna let it go. Its something so beautiful. Flowin down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been. Forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable. To finally be in love. Somewhere I never thought I'd be." Don't mind me, it's just the chorus to Craig David's song. And i'm not in love k!! HAHA.
Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH
(hashbrown)
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