A good friend can really tell what we're up to. They follow our behaviour closely and i was not surprised when Shahidah knew what i was feeling. She sensed it even when i did not tell her. I guess we know each other too well. That's good. Haha. The day was alright. With the emergency exercise and all. And we were so freaking hot standing in the feild with the blaring sun up above our head. 'FUNNESS'. Haha. But early dismissal was given. Stayed back as usual to study at the school library. With the same group. Somehow, i'm becoming more motivated to study when i'm with them. But of cos, while they were doing their art, i was busy reading history and doing maths just now. Truthfully, with their designs, ideas and stuff, i can see them going far with their art. Great and wonderful talents, don't waste it k. Chem was boring today, i nearly fell asleep in the lab. Haha. What do u expect? It's da 1st period of the day and we didnt do any experiments. But physics was fun as usual. Had some laughs and thankfully, i manage to catch what Mr Junus teach. I understand the whole chapter!! Haha. Maths speed test. Eng reading. History was fun. Haha. Start the lesson with Mdm Sal telling us about her june holidays and her new found kitten, 'manis'. Shara and Marina was somewhat looking at me from their seats with those devious grins. Duh!! Lyk i dunno what they're thinking. Hey, I don't have a thing for her son ok! Haha. Funny lar they all, everytime i glanced back, they show me their 'sweet' smile. Is it wrong for me to pay my fullest attention on the lesson? Haha. And Zhi An was lyk spreading rumours saying things which is so not true! Grow up k? Haha.

I am but a girl
A girl who has fears
Fears, that can never be cleared
Someone please hear
The definition of my tear
It's too late cos it's gone
My courage is none
Not even one
I stood behind a shadow
The shadow of my soul
And there i suffered sorrow
Which turned me into a stone.

A smile is but just a smile. A laugh is but just a laugh. We do not measure a person on the way they look or on the materials they have. But we appreciate them cos of the love they give and their kind hearts. Like I said, money is easy to find if you just work hard. But a pure and kind heart is, one in a million.
I will keep waiting for the day when things are certain. Pardon me, but i just can't make the first move. Tried it once and shame is all i got. Expressing things, i'm not good at it. It takes 2 hands to clap, but i guess, it's only me who did that. Without realising, you thought me alot.
Keep tryin k..

the first cut is the deepest...

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH
(hashbrown)