day da i finally spoke woulde be domes day.. hope not!! hah.

So much for my humanitarian..( well at least dats wat aliff said when i told him bout da story..).. haha.. i really cant take it anymore.. but all da more, i cant let it all out.. maybe i shld try screaming at walls.. and shut myself in da cupboard and let all da vulgarities out.. if dats da only way to let my feelings out, why not?.. heck wit ppl who's gonna think i'm CcrAazziee... but it's me i'm satisfying.. i gotta luv myself more peeps..

so here's wats bugging me.. so u guys noe how maid is lyk.. and my maid has been working for my family for abt close to 6 yrs.. yea, dat long.. but hey, i'm not da person who'll clicked wit anybody just lyk dat.. actually, i didnt approve of my parents hiring a maid, cos da thought of it makes me sick.. i dunno why, but i just felt uncomfortable bout it.. so from da start, me and her are just not dat close.. she's irritating at times.. and makes me mad most of da time.. so everytime i feel lyk blowing my top off at her, something stops me and i ended up burying my emotions deep down within me.. so now i've got nowhere to shout... except for at da beach!! anybody wanna accompany me to beach and hear my lovely voice?? all expense paid!! haha..
so dats it.. i'll update dat as da days goes on..

so ystd and today didnt go out.. gd girl.. haha.. stayed infront of da com for lyk hours.. all i did was chat, friendster, myspace, you tube.. haha.. dat was my agenda for da past 2 days.. so i'm glad dat i have sch tomorrow.. but it's humans.. 9-12.. dead meat!! gonna be sooo da mendak (lame)... haiz.. gotta live wit it anyway.. arggh!! syak's nt coming tomorrow!! and i'm gonna be all alone!!!! shitty... dats double my burden and lameness... wtf!!

so tomorrow's gonna be interesting.. wit all da stupidness in it.. wats left of me??.. dats a million dollar question and i have da right to ans dat qn tomorrow.. so tune in to my channel at da same time tomorrow.. hopefully.. and a full coverage will be there waiting for u to read.. so now i'm bullshitting.. nuff said.. tata.. gotta mend my ways.. i'm not a loquacious.. i'm just a shy girl.. pardon me for being mean and all da vulgarities dat i wrote in here.. i'm just being da other me.. da fun me!! haha.. tata.. gtg now, or i'll write more shits in here..

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH
(hashbrown)