today was another depressing and moody day for me.. though u may see me smile and stuff, but it's just an act.. got back a.maths paper, physics p2, eng p1, m.t p2.. my disappointed level has gone up such dat i feel at my lowest today.. basically i think i fail my science, which is to me PATHETIC!!.. a.maths is also a failure.. when will i ever get a decent result for my a.maths??..i wonder.. den da most disappointing result would be my m.t... i really put in 100% effort in the p2 but i ended up getting such low marks of 44/70... dats way under my expectations...
so today started off wit our v-principal mr ismail giving us a short tok about the O's n N's n Prelims n Mid yr.. Obviously he wasn't impressed wit our performance in mid yr.. but hey, dats just us.. then he went on to tok bout his experienced as a teacher and he noes why students are taking mid yr and prelims likely and stuff lyk dat.. so it was an ok tok for me..
den proceed to class to start our lesson, and that's when it strikes me!! my a.maths made my morning sux.. den physics followed by m.t which makes me feel even down.. haiz.. den all the way while i was eating my food during recess, i ate wit my head down and kept quiet.. how miserable live is today..
stayed back cos mr junus wanted to go thru the physics paper.. made so many stupid careless mistakes.. haizz.. den went to lib to borrow malay novel cos m.t o's coming soon, so gotta read malay more.. lyk wat mr ismail say.. from now on, we shall breathe in and out m.t.. haha.. he's actually a humourous guy.. den went o cwp cos i was craving the bubble tea there.. haha.. den went back home..
m.t intensive revision gonna start tomorrow.. wonder how it's gonna be.. hmm.. hopefully i'll survive.. cos it gets bored sometimes.. haha.. so we'll see tomorrow and i 'll get back to u guys later den.. till here for now..
[Everytime u fall.. pick urself up and continue that journey.. cos dat's wat life is all abt.. -me]
Yours Truly,
Hasyimah
(hashbrown)
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