I'm on Holidae!

Holiday... What can I say about school holiday.. A part of me says 'Thank God' but another screams 'NO!'.. Why?.. U may asked... Well simple, thank god cos finally I can take a break from all that studying!.. And NO cos it's gonna be so boring spending my time at home!.. Can't see my friends.. Well, can but not everyday like I use to in school!.. Haiz... 'N' Level is around the corner and 2 papers have already been taken. Malay and Social Studies.. All I can say is to cross my fingers and hope that I pass both papers... In doing the SS papers, I don't think I'll do very well!... Haiz... wat to do.. Now all I can do is to study hard for my history so that my combined humans is good!.. High expectations from my parents to do well in my 'N'.. Although they did not say, but i know they want me to!.. Holidaes... Wasn't it supposed to be fun?.. Den why am i so bored rite now?.. Hmmph... If everyday of my holidaes is gonna be like this.. Den i'm done with it... I'll find other ways to make it interesting enuff!