Light of Affection

Everything still seems surreal.
You're lying next to me, taking your nap
and in a few minutes or hours time, you'll wake up
for the next feed.

How time flies.
I wish it'd stop momentarily.
For me to soak in every little moment I have with you.
Going back to work is not the same anymore.
Every minute and seconds of the day, I'll miss you.
It is not going to be easy but we'll get through it.

You've changed our lives.
Brought light, affection and love.
Charm us with your antics.
Oh how is this possible.
How is it that I'm smitten
by your presence every ticking seconds.
Your scent is my favourite now.

May you grow well and healthy, my dear.

19th January 2020.

Yours Truly, Hasyimah

Imperfect

Love me on my good days,
embrace me on my bad days.

Yours Truly, HASYiMAH

You

Today I chanced upon a TV programme on how couples first met.
Through out, it reminded me of the time we first met.
How awkward those few minutes were for them.
How they try to put their best out to impress the other person.
How awkward silences are really.. awkward.
And how chemistry were made as they talked.

Then I thought about us.
We were once in their shoes.
We were once in that nerve-wrecking situation.
We tried our hardest to bring out the best we had.
We had awkward silences in between.
We had conversations flowing.
Above all, it was an epic first meeting from the beginning.
One that I could never forget and wish to tell our children.

That first meeting..

Little did I know that the first meeting was the start of something.
And that gradually, I'd fall for you.

Alhamdulillah for everything.

Dear self,
A reminder to never hurt someone you love.
Else you'll be the one hurting yourself. and regretting your actions.
:(

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH