The Cat Says Meow

MOVING!

2010-01-05T00:01:00.002+08:00

After 5 years in blogspot, I have decided to change to tumblr. So find me there.

http://turnedpages.tumblr.com/

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

2010

2009-12-31T22:35:00.002+08:00

Hello 2010, I'm ready for you.

Lets seize all those opportunities! :D

A better daughter,

a better sister,

a better friend

and a better girlfriend (if applicable HAHAH!).

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

One's up

2009-12-30T02:09:00.004+08:00

Today I learn... It is ok being crazy but not stupid.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Moonlight memories

2009-12-27T00:51:00.008+08:00

If you are currently blog-hopping or just happen to stumble upon my blog,

you would find one common topic that everyone would write about.

And that would be how 2009 is ending and 2010 is fast approaching.

But no, I'm not gonna write about it now.. just as yet that is.

I'll leave it to another post. Haha.

So today, I'll just post pictures of the recent events that occurs.

Pics below :)

Movie Day Out & Ramen Ten with Cousins

SYNERGY 2009 (PURE ENDURANCE) - UBIN

Abg Reen's Engagment

And so that basically sums it all up.
Still more to come though.. I guess.

Haha.

To the malay brothers who are flying off to Dubai,

take care of yourself and have a safe journey!

See you guys when you're back :D

And oh, I'm craving for Ramen Ten and Kimchi soup with rice!

Yours Truly,

HASYiMAH

The first call

2009-12-17T20:18:00.003+08:00

I'm totally worn out.

Term break is finally here but the projects still stays.

We're down to the last term in a few weeks time and I assure you

that in a snap, we'll be sitting for our final exams.

Scary but that's the reality.

Anyway, besides the last minute projects completion and mugging for tests,

everything seem ok for now. IPP results will be out tomorrow and I am so darn

nervous just thinking about it. I do not hope for much though (knowing the kind of

trouble I was in hah), but I just wish that

all those hard work pays off and that I truly deserve the grade.

I need my sleep, I need my sleep, I need my sleep!

BADLY...

But I'm waiting for something today :)

I think having modules on Human Behaviour is very helpful.

For instance today, the lecturer was saying on how we can change certain

things that are under our control. And then it struck me. That if I were to want

some things in life to work out, I gotta change to make it better. That I gotta

break out of my own shell and just let loose.

Lets face it, I have been running away. And when I finally thought that

I had it all, it just wasn't right. So it affected me in a way that I always put myself

down and close myself up to others.

Afraid. Fear.

Yes, that is more like it. I even thought of giving up what I was looking for.

But not anymore.

And so I'll muster every ounce of confidence I have

and cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna master every ounce of confidence I have

For You I Will, Teddy Geiger

Lets have some fun during term break shall we? ;)

Happy Holidays All!

Yours Truly,

HASYiMAH

I'll be there

2009-11-28T22:39:00.004+08:00

'Raging Phoenix' was awesome.

I like the fighting scenes in there and the main lead was just great. She'll be my motivation to be physically fit these days. Hahah!

Anyway, besides the movie, we went to Orchard Central for the 2nd time. We were awed by how the interior of the place looked like the first time we came. So today we explored a little bit more and found the roof garden! I swear it was freaking high and I was literally stoned as I was on the escalator up. It turns out fine and we had a good time taking pictures and enjoying the atmosphere. Just the right way to spend time with the great friends.

Short and sweet! :)

Aliff, Dinie and Farhana; where are you guys?

I heard them say 'fail'.

No worries, I'm working on it!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Just a little faith will do…

2009-11-27T23:35:00.001+08:00

When I'm finally opening up, you have to make me feel small again.
I am trying my best but it seems like you still doubt me.
What more should I do? I'm tired too…

No, I'm not giving up.
But then again… what's the point when you still doubt me right?

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Where Geese Soar. . .

2009-11-24T21:38:00.006+08:00

It is great attending the 10th year anniversary dinner.

A few years since we set our foot into the school, a few years we have spent with the school and a few years since we've graduated from the school.

A lot has change, but the change we discover while we're studying there is invaluable.

The teachers we met, has helped us tremendously. Well I know mine have.

The friends we made, are like treasures.

So what does your secondary school mean to you? :)

And oh, the food was good too. Especially Tian Mu's dish!

'Simpson's face'

We tried to take picture of all the dishes,
but we forgot to take some of them halfway. Haha!

Prawn Wasabi with Mango. Personal favourite!

With Tian Mu, the Chef! :)

'Fantastic Four!'
HAHA!
On another note, 'TERASA' production by MCG was AWESOME!
Had a great laugh and it certainly made me think.
Kudos to everyone in Andayu for that great performance.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Testing

2009-11-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

Trying out to write an entry through MS.

Hey stranger!

2009-11-13T23:02:00.005+08:00

Hi, I'm blogging because..

1. A stranger made my day today :)
2. I like green shirt :)
3. My butt is still aching from ystd's badminton session
4. Infact, my whole body is aching!
5. Its been a month and I have still not gotten my driving license card
6. Went to watch 2012 just now
7. I still have not decided on what to wear for next Sat's dinner
8. I need to find a new dress for the dinner
9. Pretty excited about the dinner
10. Human Behaviour class today is great
11. Its Friday! :)

Have a great weekend! :)

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

The small joys

2009-11-09T20:27:00.004+08:00

I think I kinda like this sem's routine. Although there are a lot of breaks in between but it is made into good use. Hitting the treadmill for half an hour or so really releases that pent up emotions inside. I hope this routine sticks till the end of the sem.

School is definitely better than IPP. At least the timetable isn't that bad and there is no fixed time that we have to report and end. Also, there's friends to bitch with. Haha. And certainly alot more feast for the eyes. LOL!

The last sem. Wow. Never really thought that we'll be here this fast ey.
Well, I shall just enjoy each day as it is. Including those datelines! Haha.

A flower blooms with the unconditional care and attention it has.
It needs to be watered regularly and monitored daily.
And it requires alot of time and patience.

And I think for us, it's communication we lack or maybe so much more.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

You won't get me.

2009-11-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

......................... that is how it goes.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

We made it!

2009-10-31T12:40:00.004+08:00

The few things that kept me going through IPP.

The Fridays and weekends.
The lunch time.
The bubble tea after lunch time.
The tea break at times.
The days when Fir, Sufi and Aslam surprise me.
The emails from classmates.
The endless complaint and whining to my friends.
The will to perservere on.
The knowledge and skills.
The scenery when taking bus 16.
The 4th cubicle toilet.
The friendly umpires.
The company (sms, emails, journey home).
The thought of knowing that we (the classmates and I) are enduring this tgt.
The company in the office.
The motivation from friends.

... & other contributing factors.

So here's a Thank You to you people :)

It has been a roller coaster ride. I could not have ask for a much better IPP because I have learn so much from this, and have went through some good, as well as tough times. But I'm glad it all ended in a good note.

Well, at least before the results is out. Hah!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Indifference

2009-10-23T21:12:00.003+08:00

Why must love be so hard for me?
This sucks.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Pools of sorrow, waves of joy

2009-10-20T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hello classmates,
8 days more to gooooo!

:))))))))))))))))))))

PS: Look at Sal's face. HAHAHAHAHAH!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Getaway

2009-10-18T13:46:00.004+08:00

The past few weeks have been routinely the same. I really miss 'life'. But I know this phase is going to be over soon. I have learn so much not only about other things but most importantly, about myself.

So I was given a choice for Saturday. I chose to go for that little getaway with my family to Malacca. Indeed it was a great getaway for me! The sole purpose of going there was to eat at this seafood place - Duyung.

Drove up to Malacca. And the feeling was ok.. so that is how you drive in a highway. Haha. I was keeping to the left lane most of the time because I could'nt go past through 120km/h. My stomach would churn inside. I don't really like speed you see. Surprisingly to me, within 3 to 4 hours we reached Malacca.

Once in Malacca, dad took over the wheels. Visited one of our relative there first before we proceed on to do some shopping. After all things done, we went to the eating place. We were getting hungry by the time we reach but we booked beforehand so its not that bad. To end it all, it was a great meal! The food was superbly awesome. Company was great too and so the little getaway turns out to be fun and worthwhile. Afterall, it is not like always we get to go for this kind of getaway as a family yea.

I've asked dad whether I can go for holidays after graduation. He gave the green light provided that I use my own money. So who's coming? Lets plan now shall we? Hahahaha. And cos jetstar is having promotions now, it'll be even better!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

It's raining in June

2009-10-16T00:16:00.001+08:00

How I wish you were here.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Forgive me if I stutter

2009-10-15T10:51:00.001+08:00

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have,
and cannon ball into the water.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have,
for you I will.

For You I Will by Teddy Geiger

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Cos you mean the world to me

2009-10-11T15:11:00.009+08:00

It is always great fun when you have great company :)

3rd Oct - My house

4th Oct - Secondary school friends

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Things that matters

2009-10-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

Someday, we will know what we really want in life.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

The best is yet to come

2009-09-27T17:01:00.005+08:00

A few more weeks to gooo! :)
I think I'm looking forward to school more now cos... the classmates rocks! Haha.

Raya was fun, no doubt. Having lots of relatives is really an advantage you see. Lol.. But nevertheless I think this year is a good one for me. :)

On the other hand, its 13 more days. Yikes!

Anw, Happy Birthday Eddry!!!
Someone turns 21 today ey.
Well wishes to you and we'll meet again sooon!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

I call it a momentarily pause

2009-09-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

You thought you knew. But then it comes right back at ya, and you're left dumb-founded.

On another note, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all.
And Maria, we were damn funny just now. Haha.

Oh, does fruit cocktail sounds 'hot & spicy' to you? Hehe.

But I can see the skies is changing
In all the shades of blue
And I don't know which way its gonna go
Please don't stop the rain, James Morrison

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Lets take a walk

2009-09-18T21:09:00.003+08:00

Trust and happiness.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

I find it to be true

2009-09-15T21:18:00.002+08:00

I heard this phrase over the radio today and it says,

"hesitation don't get you anywhere",

and I completely agree with it.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Stay right here

2009-09-14T21:01:00.002+08:00

So where do I start? I have got tons of things to say here. Yes, I do have my own thoughts. My thoughts on every single thing. And no, I don't really share it with anybody. Maybe the one I'm closest with. Oh yea, did I tell you that I love the ride back to City Hall on bus 16? Cos I love the scenery along the route and I can never get tired of it.

Now come to think of it, I've lost my train of thought again.. Wasted.

On a more random note, I think the structure of the bone in my leg is abit.. weird.
Oh wait, I'm not suppose to be the weird one here. Hahah!

I should call you me hero, I should call you my love
But now I can't see you and its getting brighter
I think I'm just gonna stay right here, stay right here.
I Used To Live In The Dark, Alyph

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Million miles

2009-09-10T21:20:00.006+08:00

For the first time today, I felt as though everything I did was never right. My morale hung low. Today, it feels as though my emotions were hurt. Oh wait, it was. So they say, lets forget about it and hope for a better day tomorrow. And so I say, I will hope for a better day tomorrow and every other day till its over and beyond. Thank you to you I'm able to let things out.

Like always, I am very much looking forward to Friday. Simply because it's Friday! I had a blast last week with the usuals. We break fast (the food was damn nice!), went over to the airport after that just to watch the planes and after which to upper seletar for some blading moments. It is always a great adventure when I'm with them. Hah.

A few things last forever, so I write this poem
A lot of times you wont miss it, right until its gone

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Trunks of secret words

2009-09-03T21:53:00.003+08:00

I WANNA WATCH FINAL DESTINATION 4!

and THE PROPOSAL, THE UGLY TRUTH, UP and lots more.

Friday is finally here to greet us. I can't wait to meet with the usuals. It has been a few weeks since we last hang out. Sure gonna be lots of fun ey. I'm so going to look forwad to Friday every week. Hah.

One paints the beginning of a certain end.
The other, the end of a sure beginning.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Happy Teachers' Day :)

2009-09-01T22:43:00.003+08:00

One looks back with appreciation to the brilliant teachers, but with gratitude to those who touched our human feelings. The curriculum is so much necessary raw material, but warmth is the vital element for the growing plant and for the soul of the child.

~Carl Jung

And to the ones that inspire and make a difference, thank you. :)

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

For you, a thousand times over

2009-08-30T18:47:00.003+08:00

It has never been an easy ride for me. Never. Then again, I have only myself to blame for letting me be in the situation itself. I foresee something repeating itself, well maybe. But I'm in too deep. Its kinda hard to not know where you are at the moment. Anyway, work tomorrow and I'm expecting a project for me. Hmm.. a yay? Haha.

September's coming!

It can only mean that someone's birthday is coming soon too. I'm still searching for a perfect gift for you. Just in case you're wondering, the watch you gave on my birthday is still in good condition. I was a little suprise when you got me that saying that it will fit me perfectly well with my personality, it does. Priceless it is. =) Maybe another self-made tiramisu if I can't really find anything eh. Hahah!

You know what, I shall stay happy and cute whatever comes may.
Hahahahah!

A thousand times over..

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Yellow Lemon Tree

2009-08-27T21:33:00.004+08:00

I am glad I have innovative and fun classmates! We're making a forum by mass e-mailing. Its spamming time. Hahahaha! Well, look at it this way, at least we won't be bored half the time yea. I'm sure all of us have different stories to tell and it will get pretty exciting. I can't wait for meet up session if there's one. Hahah. The classmates rocks!

Anyway, 1 day left to the end of the first week. I'm so looking forward to it really. Work is well, work. What do you expect right? Muhammad told me that I better thank god cos what I'm doing is not as bad. Yup, he's true. I spent the whole of today doing a match schedule. But of cos being the first it took me quite awhile. I hope I do better tomorrow, and even better the next week. Its my grades we're talking about here. Mistakes can be excused for the first week, but not the subsequent weeks. So lets all do our best yea! Jiayou :D

I wonder how, I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Sometimes you just gotta believe

2009-08-25T20:52:00.004+08:00

I finally understood why my working friends claim that schooling is better than working. It really is. Though Shoes and I are in the same company, it is very rare that we get to see each other. Only 2 days and I'm already tired. But I know I gotta keep up, I have to. We have to guys. Lets do this alright! Haha. Well, I guess the only thing I'm looking forward to is at the end of the day. The packing up part and the meeting up with you part. Hahahah!

Thus, this is how happy I can get at the end of the day.

Sometimes, you just gotta believe what your heart says ey.

I gotta feeling.
That tonight's gonna be a good night,
that tonight's gonna be a good good night!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

A piece of my mind

2009-08-22T23:47:00.004+08:00

You only stay with me in the morning

You only hold me when I sleep

I was meant to tread the water

But now I've gotten in too deep

For every piece of me that wants you

Another piece backs away

You give me something

That makes me scared alright

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try

Please give me something

Because someday I might know my heart

You only waited up for hours

Just to spend a little time alone with me

And I can say I've never bought you flowers

I can't work out what they mean

I never thought that I'd love someone

That was someone else's dream

You give me something

That makes me scared alright

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try

Please give me something

Because someday I might call you from my heart

But it might be a second too late

And the words that I could never

Are gonna come out anyway

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

By James Morrison, You give me something.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

A million miles away from home

2009-08-21T22:37:00.006+08:00

I can't say how much I'm anticipating for today (Friday) to come. I was all excited while doing WHP paper half way. Because it dawned upon me then that I was answering the questions of our last paper. Exams are over, it finally has! =D I must say that it has really been a tiring and mentally draining week, blame it on the last minute revisions hahah. Anway, all in all a good battle for me, felt kinda satisfied with all except for one. Boohoo!

So next week the classmates and I will officially start our attachment. We're like really scattered through out Singapore ey. Angela's leaving for Vietnam to do her attachment, take care there alrights =). As for me, I'll be travelling to and fro from my house to Kallang. Yay!

Watched 'Orphan' with half of the classmates just now. Mixed feeling about the show, but the girl is certainly a psycho. Hah! However, the company was great. I love our reactions, if only the audiences would react they way we reacted, it'll be more fun ey.

And so fasting month is here, I'm excited to lose some weight (HAHAHAHAHA!) what more with attachment I hope time ticks fast. Sidetrack, I need to go for some shopping before Monday cos I need new and proper clothes for the attachment. But I got an event tmrw, so how? -.-

It feels so great to be free from the notes, papers and pen yo. And thank you for the cookies! =)

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

If I were to smile, you'd know why.

2009-08-14T20:53:00.002+08:00

I thought today was going to be a bad day because half-way to the mrt I realised that I left my ez-link card at home. So I had to walk all the way back. But then, it turned out the otherwise when I saw the questions for NSA. Alhamdullilah, I managed to answer everything and felt kinda relieved when the paper was over. Another great news came along, followed by another one after that. It almost seems surreal but today marks the happiest day for me, for various reasons =) . One being Friday, and Friday means Nur Kasih day! Now that IPP results are out, the prospect of having to travel to Kallang everyday is a little on the off side. But I have to look at the bright side yea, cos there's company there. I'm sure gonna miss the classmates during that period of time!

Went to IKEA to shop for Sha's boxes. We look damn retarded carrying 6 boxes on the way home, hahah! Nevertheless, it is alway great fun to go to IKEA cos it gives me some sort of an idea of how I want my future house, or rather my bedroom to look like. =D

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

What do you see

2009-08-10T00:26:00.011+08:00

"...so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and progress for our nation."

I would be lying if I say that the thought of leaving Singapore to live in another country has never cross my mind. I have, infact, I've been having those thoughts ever since young. I do not know why, but maybe because of my curiosity to know how it feels like to live at the other side of the globe (Septi, I really think we should trade places ey! hahaha). But as I grew older, I realised that maybe staying here is not as bad. I mean, don't get me wrong, I do love Singapore. Even with its strict rules and such, it is still a great place to live in you know. Because this is home, truly. Looking back to our history, I am proud that Singapore is where she is now. That our forefathers and the past generations overcame the odds and worked hard to succeed for a brighter future, for our generation and the next one to come.

Since I didn't get the tickets for the parade (better luck next time I hope!), the cousins and I went to Marina to catch the fireworks. Spectacular, awesome-ness. I love fireworks. =)

You know, I can never get bored of hearing and singing the national day songs. It gives me goosebumps everytime I hear it.

" There was a time when people said that Singapore won't make it,
but we did.
There was a time when trouble seems too much for us to take,
but we did. "

And now, lets wait for Sunday for the National Day rally.

Happy Birthday Singapore!
Though it came a day too late. =)

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

We walk and talk

2009-08-08T18:56:00.002+08:00

Out with F.A.S. yesterday. I love to see guys shop, I don't know why. I was an observer yesterday and I tell you, it was damn painful to not be in their position. Hahaha! I was resisting the temptation to shop and thankfully I did, by not going to the female section. We had breeks for lunch, thanks to Sufi (I shall repay you someday ey). Followed by G.I Joe at night. The movie was awesome! I truly enjoy every second of the film and I think it is better than transformers 2. Hah. Because I was late and I felt damn guilty for making 3 guys wait for me, I forgot to bring my camera along. Which was a waste since we had a spread for lunch and they even made me a special course at the end with the leftovers. Disgusting, I know. But how thoughtful of them, I was touched. Aww.. Hahaha!

So that was like my mini celebration to commemorate the end of sch before exam starts. Haha. And I still don't have the mood to study -.-

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

After every fight

2009-08-05T18:42:00.001+08:00

I can't help but to carve a smile on my face every time I think about tomorrow. Not that anything special is going on tomorrow, but the thought of not being tied up from projects anymore (for this sem) just feels so refreshing. Finally, finally after days and maybe weeks of late night sleep to make that last minute editing or to even complete the projects has come to an end. No more worrying about not being able to complete it on time, no more group meetings (which is kinda sad cos I enjoyed every minute of the group meetings with my team mates), no more getting nervous and having sleepless nights about presentations. A huge relief and load off the shoulders I must say. :)

I have no one else to thank but Him, and of course my lovely team-mates for the journey! Awww. Haha. Seriously, you guys are the best man! Thank you for everything and all the fun and jokes that we had ey. ;)

Now, as I look back at all the weeks in school, I must say a lot has happened and the road wasn't as smooth. But thanks to the classmates for their endless motivation, be it directly or indirectly. Because at least with them around, I have the motivation to go to school even when the world feels low. Haha.

Exams starts next week, Friday to be precise. It's gonna be a breeze before we find ourselves sitting in a work place. How scary yet exciting.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Like running a marathon

2009-07-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

It feels like . . .

I don't even know what it feels like anymore. My morale is down, my stamina is running low and my immune system is, getting weak? I feel like whining. Just whining about every project that we have to do. Wanna hear? Haha.

I swear I'm going to take a short break before the exam starts. Swear swear swear swear! So lets go out kay? Hahah!

Every moments a day
Every day seems a lifetime
Let me show you the way
To a joy beyond compare
Quando Quando Quando, Engelbert Humperdinck.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

When you turn hate into love

2009-07-26T23:47:00.002+08:00

I "LOVE" PROJECTS!
So I'm indulging myself in them.
Get the sarcasm? Haha.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

All of this spoken

2009-07-18T23:13:00.006+08:00

I'm in the midst of revamping my blog layout. Been a while since I use the html codes, so I need a little time to edit here and there thus, the need to make it private for a short while. Heh.

On the other hand, Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince was ok. Although they do lack on the fighting scenes and a lot was not shown in the movie compared to the book, I still love it. I'm a sucker for Harry Potter, I've been following up on all their movies and books. So I don't mind watching it 2 or 3 times over in the cinema. Hah! A few great movies coming up, can't wait.

It was great to see familiar faces yesterday after so many months. I hope one day, we'll be able to meet up often in full force.

A whole week of ICAs and presentations for the coming last few weeks. Tests and projects before the exams. Is study group effective? Should we do one?

Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken
All of this broken

I love 'my' song. Hahah!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

A conversation

2009-07-12T19:52:00.004+08:00

A friend asked,

"so you haven't open up to going out with strangers?"

What he meant was blind date. I gave my answer and I like that he replied these words,

"sometimes you have to forget to learn again".

How true my friend, how true. Thank you. =)

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

When you love someone

2009-07-09T18:41:00.004+08:00

I'm thinking of moving to the other blog. But still undecided cos I've got so much stories and histories to this blog. We'll see how.

On the other hand, I'm loving the song 'When You Love Someone' by Bryan Adams.

When you love someone - you'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things that you cant explain
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Daddy's little girl

2009-07-08T23:30:00.004+08:00

Its the words of his daughter that brought tears. Seeing how difficult it was for her to control her emotions shows how much her daddy means to her. I believe that every girl is a daddy's princess in some way or another, me included. I love my dad. I looked up to him and when I was small, I'm always his only little girl (in fact I am his only girl) and I love it. I love the bond we have. So if I were in her shoes, I would totally understand how she feels.

Paris Jackson

"Certain is it that there is no kind of affection so purely angelic as of a father to a daughter. In love to our wives there is desire; to our sons, ambition; but to our daughters there is something which there are no words to express."
~Joseph Addison

Thank you for those words that made me realised to appreciate my daddy more.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

On the road

2009-07-07T22:06:00.003+08:00

Its July. In a month's time we will be faced with the semester exam. Projects are endless still, I wish we get out of it fast. I wanna start revision but I know words are just words when it comes to this. Haha. Nevertheless, I'm determined to break that wall this year. Its gonna be a challenge though. A BIG one! Meaning I have to make sacrifices like watching lesser Korean shows. Damn, just thinking about it makes my heart ache. Haha. Oh well, maybe having study group helps?

On the other hand, I just wish things were more clearer.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Unwritten

2009-07-06T23:10:00.003+08:00

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

My Korean history..

2009-07-05T03:28:00.002+08:00

Some my have wonder why am I such a BIG fan of the Korean entertainment. As some of you might have known, I'm a sucker for anything that has got to do with Korean entertainment. Not only do I watch their dramas and movies, but I listen and sing to their songs, watch their music programs, variety shows, documentary and I've also tried to self-learn their language. The only thing I don't watch is their news, because there's no subs for it. Haha. Youtube is the medium I use to watch the various programs, and not forgetting the 2 channels on SCV. I love their variety shows, it makes you laugh your worries off. I love their music, their singers sings really well. I love their dramas, cos I just love it. Haha.

If every morning a person reads the newspaper as their everyday routine, as for me, I'll surf the Korean entertainment websites to get the latest news of the happenings in the industry. The first ever Korean drama I watched was All About Eve, I was 11 years old then, and till today it has been one of my favourites. It started out with my mom watching it, then it kinda grew on me. Not so much of a great fan then compared to now. Then, I couldn't talk and discuss about the dramas to my friends because they are clueless about it, but now I can find a common topic to talk about with them and we can be at it for hours. It is amazing how the Korean entertainment has evolved to now. They are getting more recognition.

Well, of cos having a keen interest in a country's entertainment industry does not only restrict you to that, but it also opens up more about their culture, they way the people live, their language, the types of food they eat (I love their kimchi btw!) and much much much more. So I made a promise to myself that someday, I'll be there! Hahah. Anyway, they have lots of mountains over there, so its a best place to go trekking too ey.

Khamsahamnida. Annyeong.
:)

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

No calls for me

2009-06-27T01:38:00.003+08:00

I got rejected. Whoa. Not such of a big surprise there considering that I screwed up big time during my interview and by the look at the director's face I knew I was out then. Well what am I suppose to do? I was very nervous, my voice was quivering as I speak and I couldn't think straight. Even the sentences up in my head doesn't come out how I wanted it to out of my mouth. Told you I'm not a good talker. So another rejection. Big deal? Well maybe not. Now that I know I'm not going overseas for attachment I can plan my next few months without any uncertainty. Maybe God has a different plan for me. Hah. Oh well, lets be positive about this (since I'm in serious need of the positive energy that I've lost recently, according to a friend of mine, hah).

"I think that you have to believe in your destiny; that you will succeed, you will meet a lot of rejection and it is not always a straight path, there will be detours - so enjoy the view."
- Michael York

Transformer is the bomb yo! It was action packed all the way with some humour added to it. Worth the rush and long queues.

He may be gone but he left his music with us all.
R.I.P MJ.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Just another song

2009-06-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

The time that I've taken
I pray is not wasted
Have I already tasted my piece of one sweet love?

One Sweet Love by Sara Bareilles

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Crossroad

2009-06-23T20:10:00.003+08:00

Its one of those thing where I'm unsure of certain stuffs coming up in life. I want it, but at the same time there are other considerations that makes me unsure of my decision. I'm having OIPP interview tomorrow and just the thought of it makes me nervous. I don't know why. But I guess I have never been much of a good talker, therefore I'm afraid that I'll stumble my words up and worst of all, would not give out my best. Because when I get nervous, I can't think straight. I just hope I did my best tomorrow and the rest, as to whether I get choosen or not, let time tell.

I miss those days!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Once When I Was Little

2009-06-20T12:55:00.003+08:00

I was the one who would always jump in first
I didn't think twice to look behind
Got such a good feeling just from playing in the dirt
Once when I was little

We could build a rocket, fly to the moon
Leave Tuesday morning, be back for noon
And there wasn't nothing, nothing that we couldn't do
Oh, once when I was little, once when I was little

Yeah, I could dream more then
I could believed more then
That the world could only get better

I could be free more then
I could pretend more then
That this life could only show me good times

Once when I was little

Once When I Was Little by James Morrison

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

A better day please come.

2009-06-12T21:34:00.007+08:00

We wonder sometimes why our life turns out the way it is. Why at one moment we're happy and the next we're unhappy with the way things are. What leads up to these? We asked questions but we never really get the answers. Maybe we did find the answers, but we are just oblivious to it.

Truthfully, life has been way too fast for me. I can barely keep up with it. Even if I did, at the end of it all I'll be left panting heavily. I've lost the stamina. The stamina to fight a little more for what is good at the end of the day, the stamina to withstand every little setback that I had, the stamina to get the tough going when the going gets tough. Each day is like a monotonous routine, I wake up, go to school, do projects, go home, sleep. Then I'll be too tired at the end of the week that I basically wasted my weekend by either taking long naps in the afternoon or just staying home. I'm mentally and physically drained. A friend even says I'm losing my positive energy, am I? Sometimes I just don't know what I want anymore, and that above everything else saddens me the most. It's a little worrying to be in this state, but most of it all its frightening.

A better day please come. Please bring back my desire to live a beautiful and meaningful life each day. To be content with the things I'm doing and the life I'm living, every second of it. Bring back my enthusiasm in knowing that I'll be learning something new every day. Help me rediscover the things I've lost. I know that better day will come someday, I'm anticipating it.

Sometimes we laugh hard, at times we cry hard. Sometimes we smile wide, at times we frown low. Sometimes we shout loud, at time we sigh heavily. And they'll say hey, that's part of life.

I'll be positive again, I definitely will.
And it feels good to let everything out.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Its true

2009-06-04T21:08:00.002+08:00

The bottom line is...

If you go too fast in life, you'll always feel slowed down. So savor every day.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

If you were to ask me..

2009-06-02T22:42:00.004+08:00

Its like swimming against the strong current.
With so much strength in every stroke,
but the current kept pulling you back.
Getting nowhere.

Its like being trap in the quick sand.
The more you move, the quicker you fall.

Its like getting punched all over.
Body ache and muscle sore.

Its like solving a mathematical question for 6 hours.
Mentally tired and drained.

Its like those silent cries.
Helpless and unknown.

Its like how you feel when your face is covered with a plastic bag.
Suffocating and struggling for air.

Its like that song.
Stop and stare.
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

FT Island COMING TO SINGAPORE!

2009-05-31T17:02:00.004+08:00

I am so hyped up right now! Upon reading the news that FT Island will be having a showcase and fan meeting in Singapore, I practically screamed and msged Shara almost immediately. Haha. Finally, another Korean band is coming here! But the problem is tickets are already half-sold and I need some saving up before I can buy them fast. I wouldn't want to miss this since I've already missed last year's Kpop night at the Indoor Stadium. Anyway, anyone interested in going together? Hahah.

In case you're wondering who they are,

FT Island - First Kiss

FT Island - Don't Love

And here's the details:
Date: 27th June 2009
Location: Dragonfly @ St James Powerstation (no age limit)
Time: 3PM
Duration: 60 mins
Ticket Prices: SGD 100 (USD 69)

It's madness, I know! Heh

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

SIGNS

2009-05-23T22:33:00.003+08:00

Stick through the end cos I know the beginning is a little too slow. A friend showed me the link to this video in youtube so I decided to share it. Why? Cos its simply worth watching. Heh. Its a simple short film about communication, a cute one I must say. At least it makes me go awwww at the end of it. Hahah! Enjoy. =)

Yours truly,
HASYiMAH

One Last Song

2009-05-18T22:44:00.003+08:00

Ok, I'm biased cos I only post the pictures I like here. Haha. Anyway, above were the pics taken on Sat. Basically the plan was to walk around the Marina Bay area and then proceed to Sheesa at night. I swear I was such a noob as its my first time sheesha-ing. The flavour can be taste but I don't think there's a second for me in this. Although I don't mind just being there and watching the movie while others are sheesha-ing since there's something to look forward to there, like the cute guy that works there. HAH!

I spend the weekend on myself. After a restless week of schooling and insufficient rest and time to recuperate, I gave myself a day out and a rest day in. You just gotta follow what the body tells you to do.

4th week of school, projects are piling up and tests are coming. I just don't know where to start. That first step in starting something is always the hardest huh, but once you've started and the momentum is there, nothing can stop you. I like that. Anyway, everyday is pretty much a routine, definitely. Some modules are way too interesting like International Business and Sport Psychology but some are just way too dry like WHP.

My mentality is definitely on a whole new level this sem. I NEED to keep this up. I guess once you have a vulnerability, it just sets you off differently and your mindset totally change. I would like to think of that as something good for me. Well at least for now, I know what I want. So now it all comes down to prioritising.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Yellow Tears

2009-05-13T21:50:00.003+08:00

In the face of my life
all I can do is panic.
Such is my useless and pathetic youth.

Now,
what we acquire along with our first wrinkle
is our trust in life.
This consent,
and this smile which says,
"Friend, I know all about you."

Looking back, we will learn.
Life never deceives man.

Life has never deceived man.

Abstracted from a Japanese movie, Yellow Tears.

It says in the movie that a famous French poet wrote this.
I'm still trying to find who the poet is.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Ten times better

2009-05-11T21:19:00.004+08:00

"It is good to realize that if love and peace can prevail on earth,
and if we can teach our children to honor nature's gifts,
the joys and beauties of the outdoors will be here forever."
- Jimmy Carter

Its amazing how that one moment can lift up your spirit, rip away all your troubles and send you hope. Now I believe in working your ass off and getting the result that you deserve. I'm happy, truly am at the grades I got for my TEP. I shall keep that spirit up. Heh.

ADC Orientation camp, well what can I say. Everything went as planned and am glad that everything was on time. Happy to see that the participants enjoy themselves, especially towards the end. It really is a blessing in disguise as what Qing Ying said. I, myself enjoyed the camp although it was tiring but being attached to a great team makes the experience even more enjoyable =) .

On another note, I shall now take a break from everything and focus more on whats more important to me, the studies. I need that, I have neglected them in the last 2 years. Therefore, my participation in any kind of events will be minimal.

Lots of things to catch up on. Gotta go for now.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Yoo Seung Ho

2009-05-03T14:18:00.006+08:00

The Way Home, a movie that portrays the relationship of a city boy and his grandmother that lives in the country. A vast difference in the way they live, the boy was send to live with his grandmother for a period of time. The movie takes you through the emotional change that the boy has towards his grandmother, how mean he was to her at first but unknowingly he became attached to her seeing the sacrifices she made just to satisfy his needs. I remembered watching it a few years back and almost teared towards the end. A touching yet simple storyline that provide such warmth to those who watch.

Now enough about the movie and lets zoom in to the child actor. At the age of 8, Yoo Seung Ho played the child actor in this movie brilliantly depicting his character. Now 7 years since the movie, he is all grown up. So my point here is, he became this very good looking young guy! Not only is he growing and maturing in the face department, but also in his acting. He have a few child actor awards to his name and also, some movies up his sleeves. I bet within a few years to come, he'll be this irresistible actor that you just can't help but watch. Hah! Now I'm a fan of his already! Now see the transformation from that little young boy (above pictures) to this hot dude (below).

Definitely someone to look out for. Heh!
Shall be back for more.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

2009-05-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

What happens when something you dreamed of never happen?

Great Escape

2009-04-26T00:45:00.006+08:00

After weeks of saving up, it was finally time to spend! With the economy in recession, it was even right to spend more. What more with cheap bargains and almost every store having some sort of sales, definitely a good timing to burn your pocket. It was our (Sufi, Shahidah and myself) first ever shopping spree together and boy, did we make good use of it. We first headed to Bugis and then rushed to the newly opened mall, Tamp 1. Bought some great stuffs all at low prices. We should definitely plan more of this!

The class April's Birthday celebration on Friday was great. Celebrated it at Taka's Breeks. Food was great, people was great and the customer service was excellent! Watched Friday the 13th and I was pretty much shouting and covering up my face most of the time. Definitely not a movie for the faint hearted like me. Hah.

Those that went

The Birthday people

I hope its not too late to wish them a Happy Birthday here. So here goes, Happy Belated Birthday to..

Rachel, Sathish

Salihin, NathanJiawei, Heem Wei, AngelaAnd lastly, Sufi!

A week break is not enough. Definitely not enough to recharge oneself after months of TEP. I need more time to watch my Korean drama! Oh what a bummer.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Twitter Me!

2009-04-22T21:53:00.004+08:00

I got myself into Twitter a few weeks back (that is before Oprah got hers) but I only officially use it 5 minutes ago. I could not understand the purpose of Twitter at first what more with the existence of Facebook, why another site that allows you to connect and update with others? Then it dawned upon me that with Twitter, I can type my thoughts out in under 140 characters at just about anywhere, that is with internet around. Its more casual and simpler than any other networking sites. Anyway, I'm really digging the idea of Twitter. Plus, I can get the latest updates of the hollywood stars that I follow. Heh. So now I need to find a phone with wi-fi so I get to really update my Twitter every second. Go get one, so we can be twitter buddy on there. Hah!

Anyway, I don't know why but I'm kinda into this season's American Idol.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

FREEDOM!

2009-04-16T20:49:00.003+08:00

The end of BodyWatch gym, the end of TEP!

What a long ride it has been. 6 long months and it finally come to an end.

A pat on the back to everyone, especially the team.
Been through a lot and seen through a lot.
I love every moment, every whine, every complain, every laughter, every play, every frustration, every talk we had, every peer evaluation, every second of it!
I think words can't clearly describe the feeling.
Looking back now, tremendous fun it has been. Have certainly grew closer to some of them.
A bittersweet feeling knowing that it is finally time to put a full stop to this chapter of life.

1 week of holiday and then back to hitting the books.
I wonder if the momentum is still there after a whole sem of not studying.
Cos I'd be certainly screwed if I lost it. Hah.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Hiatus

2009-04-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

Last week of BodyWatch Gym.
Reportsss due this wed.
Shall declare self holiday after that.
Will be back for more! =)

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

NOBODY Craze

2009-03-31T20:32:00.006+08:00

I find this particular video amusing and amazing at the same time. A group of inmates dancing along to the Nobody song by Wondergirls. And to think ALL of them were dancing with perfect synchronization, wow! Haha. Besides, I don't think they are from Korea. I've seen copies of others doing the Nobody dance but this is really special. If you do not know, Nobody is a popular song sung by a five girls Korean idol group called Wondergirls. Other popular songs by them that has got the same response includes Tell Me and So Hot. The song and the dance move for all 3 is pretty catchy and in Korea, everyone knows it. I won't deny that every time I hear the song (Nobody), I would do the chorus's dance. Watch the video below, one is of the inmates and the other is the original. I guess the Nobody craze is still on going. Haha. Enjoy!

Nobody

Nobody - Wondergirls

I want nobody, nobody but you *clap clap*point*clap*

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

The day we laughed hard - Class Outing

2009-03-29T01:02:00.006+08:00

We decided not to do the norm of having a class chalet, instead we had a Do-It-Yourself BBQ at East Coast Park in conjunction with the Earth Hour Day. I think this was a very good idea, considering that we don't really need to fork out that much money compared to when having a chalet, and the food bought and time spent was just nice. We didn't booked any pits, so we took our previous experience of starting our own pit by using a big aluminum tray to put in the charcoals. It saves cost!

The DIY bbq

Sunset Dodgeball was wholesomely fun. Though its painful getting hit by the ball but it was great! What more we played when the sun was setting down, so nice setting. Hah!

The sunset Dodgeball

After that we had some games that drew out funny antics by some of us, I laughed hard and so did everyone else.

The laughters when playing games
Took a group picture and some videos, then it was goodbye for some of us. By the end of the day, I had lots of fun.

The group photos

Thank you everyone for your presence and the laughters we had. Thank you mom for the bee hoon that you cooked for us. =)

To sum up the day, it was tremendously fun. Just perfect!
sw0701 oi!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Just being a kid

2009-03-25T22:57:00.003+08:00

I was walking the normal route home when suddenly memories from the past flashes me by. I remembered how naughty I was in primary school and just recalling the things my friends and I did back then brought small laughters and smiles along the way.

In an instance, I recalled this particular scene where a bunch of us were brought to see the discipline master, whose name I remember till now was Mr Menon. We were told to wait outside the office while he would question us individually about an incident that happened a few days back. We knew we did something wrong so we were pretty scared about the consequences. Just then in a moment of panic one of us suggested that we should all tell him the same story and not the exact story of what happened that day.
"If he asks what were we doing that day, you all just say that we went to Yazid's house to watch WWF and that's all. Nothing else happened."
And that is exactly we did, well at least that's what I told Mr Menon and hopefully the others too. I don't know whether he really believed us or not but nothing happened after the questioning, cos we were not punished. And the best thing about it is that, all of us actually conspire to save our little butts. Haha.

Now when I see primary school kids, I recall back the time there. The friends I have always had lots of adventure in store. We even name ourselves the S Club 9 just because we danced to their song and won 2nd prize for the inter-class competition. Hah! Then there's my first crush/one sided love. Double Hah! And the many stupid things that we did back then. Oh how much I miss those friends and that naughty me. Lol.

Primary school was a whole lot of adventure.
Well, at least now you know something new about me.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Being us

2009-03-19T21:10:00.005+08:00

Its the 5th week in NYP BodyWatch Gym. Another 4 weeks more to go before it ends and the start of year 3. This week pass by pretty fast, I guess cos we were busy with the marketing of BW. There's a few events coming up and I still need 2 more clients for PFA. Reports dateline is getting near, I should start with personal selling one first. This time round they say most of the products are non-Halal, hah! Anyway, we were kinda bored and here's what we did.

"There are no such things as limits to growth,
because there are no limits to the human capacity for intelligence,
imagination, and wonder."
- Ronald Reagan

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Beyond Imagination

2009-03-15T22:01:00.006+08:00

They're back!

The 13 members band, Super Junior, is finally back with very good music I must say. It is worth the wait, after 1 year and 6 months of hiatus they came up with a totally different concept from their previous 2 albums. I love their new concept, the way their music sound, the promo photos, the dance and their voices. Some songs are damn catchy which I think will be hit in the Korean music wave. I'll leave a video of their current promo song at the end.
And a part of it goes this way..

DanDan DanDaDa Da DaRanDan~

And so, of all the photos they took.

I personally adore this particular one of Kyuhyun!
I think he looks hot in it. ;)

SORRY SORRY MV - SUPER JUNIOR

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Pretty Boy

2009-03-12T23:00:00.007+08:00

Yi Jung played by Kim Bum

Portraying the character Yi Jung who is both charismatic and a player in Boys Over Flower (if meteor garden and F4 rings a bell to you, then BOF is the Korean version), Kim Bum has definitely caught the attention of many, especially me, ever since the drama started. The baby-face actor undoubtedly portray his character well (i just love the way he brings out the charisma in Yi Jung with his dashing smiles) and having a dimple whenever he smiles is a definite bonus.

Kim Bum, 20

Korean's F4

If you have not catch Boys Over Flower or Kkotboda Namja as they call it in Korean, you should start already. The 4 guys is enough to make you drool through out. Hah!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

When you see the world

2009-03-11T23:55:00.001+08:00

I wanna go but I need sponsors, plus approvals.
But I wanna go. Just thinking about it excites me.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

2009-03-09T20:15:00.007+08:00

So many questions. So many thoughts.
I've been pondering alot lately. About life.
I guess it has finally sink in that now, I'm 20.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

2009-03-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

Its the 1st of March. Some of the ADC-ians are on their way to Mount Kinabalu and I'm stuck here doing TEP Gym. I wish I was there, another opportunity for another adventure slips away. Its just so not fated. Damn. Kinda missed the feeling of going to an expedition and challenging myself each and everyday. Trying things that you never thought you're capable of and discovering some sides of you that you never thought you had. Getting away from all these technologies and just being with nature. I missed that, really.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

He's Just Not That Into You

2009-02-21T21:08:00.005+08:00

I watched this the other day and I personally love the movie! I love how the story goes, how things said in there is a reflection upon me; how it is an insight to what the inner self has already known and I just could not agree more with some of the lines. I love some moments in this movie, if only those moments are a mirror to what reality is. I love the whole cast, especially Justin Long. I think he is just so charming and handsome in this movie. Girlfriends, go watch this! =)

You deserve a smile with no regret.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Time is just a time

2009-02-18T21:41:00.005+08:00

EPM season is over 2 weeks ago with the Safari Zoo Run and National Vertical Marathon being our last 2 events. Met someone unexpected there. I had this gut feeling that I'm going to meet him pretty soon and there he was that day! Last event was a drag, all were feeling rather lethargic cos of the back to back event. The only thing that kept us alive was when we were playing the Wii. Haha!

Anyway, now that EPM is over, the weekends seems more free now. Still, missing all the fun we had during events day ey. Those moments. Especially the animal game fun. Haha! No doubt, I really enjoyed the EPM period with this team.

Attachment in gym is underway, its another 8 weeks before it all ends. There will be no holidays for us, which I think is pretty fair since we have no exams to take. Hah. And omg, time passes by so slowly while we're there! Clients needed for the Physical Fitness Assesment and Physical Training program. So if you're from NYP and you wanna do either the PFA or PT, please come to the school gym or contact me! We will be glad to take you as our client. Thank You! I'll end it off with some photos of the last 2 events. =D

Safari Zoo Run

National Vertical Marathon

More than words is all I ever needed you to show.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

14/02/09

2009-02-16T20:23:00.007+08:00

A day for the lonely hearts at Maria's on Saturday. Had great fun with laughter and food. The pillow case sabotage was damn funny. Everyone had the opportunity to smell M's pillow case. Hahah. Some even went to the great extend of sniffing it for a few minutes while laughing, leaving the saliva on it. Gross but its something that can be laughed out loud at. The videos can be viewed in facebook. Celebrated Mike's advanced Bday and the self-made prata with filling was superb la. Thank you for the lovely Big Birthday card SA. Love the company especially! =)

I stare up the sky.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Fix You - Coldplay

2009-02-12T01:44:00.001+08:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Twenty

2009-02-09T22:03:00.007+08:00

I turned 20 today. Omg, I'm THAT young?!

I'm young today, and every other day.

Mom said she had a hard time giving birth to me. She had a hard time pushing me out of her womb, what more when my dad was not around to witness the birth. So I'm very thankful to her till this day and for the rest of my life. Thank you mak and ayah.

Sincerely from my heart I wanna thank each and every single soul out there who wishes me, be it sending me sms-es, in facebook, friendster, one on one, e-mail, cards, letters or in any possible way that you guys did. Thank you very very very much. It was sweet of you guys.

And thank you, thank you, thank you for the uber cool presents from some of you, you guys know who you are. Coming from you guys, the presents are all so priceless that I feel like keeping it and not wanting to use it afraid it might get dirty or smth. Haha. But guys, thank you very much! I appreciate it alot. I will treasure each and everyone of it, except for the ones that can be eaten. That, my stomach will treasure it for you. Haha. =)

Thank you all for remembering this special day of mine and celebrating it with me, for your time and effort.. Words can't express how much it meant to me. And making me one of the happiest girl on earth today! =)

I'm 20 now.
Some would say, welcome to the club.
So what's next?

=)

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Cupcakes!

2009-02-07T00:17:00.001+08:00

Nothing beats night hang-out sessions with the usual gang. Yesterday, they celebrated my advanced birthday and it was nice of them to take their time off their busy schedule just for this. With lovely cupcakes and present to go along with, it was definitely a night of laughter and joy. Because it is a little hard to meet up nowadays with the impending amount of work each one has, yesterday was a treasure!

Thank Yous Dinie, Aliff, Shahidah, Sufi and Farhana for everything and just being there ystd because seriously, I miss the company of each and everyone of you. Sayang korangs! Haha.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Lucky to have them

2009-02-02T19:14:00.005+08:00

Anyway, the past 3 days have been filled with events. Happy occasions to celebrate and fun

hang-out session filled with laughter and flashes from the camera. Flash, flash, flash and more flash. Seems like we owned the viewing gallery at T1 with loud voices and funny antics, thats why its all fun! =)

The first event was ADC Commissioning '09, where day was filled with heartfelt performances by the juniors to the seniors. We had the rock and roll theme, I'm glad everyone dressed for the occasion. Funny how when we're on stage singing that song and memories of the training days just went by like a film, all the fun we had and their motivation in keeping us going will always be treasured. By far, they are the most wonderful and funniest people. Ale seniors, Ale ADC!

Next up is Akid's event, the WINGS Meet that was held in VJC. A friendly athletics meet and I must say, it was an eye opener being the timer for the track event. Thank god we coordinated well! Love the team yo! Head over to the Airport to eat Popeyes with the other half of SA. Thanks Sal and Azlan for the treat! You malay brothers are gereks man! Haha. Went over to the viewing mall for the sole purpose of taking pictures since we had an expensive camera with us. Hah. And lovely of them to celebrate an advanced birthday celebration for me! Thank you all for that wonderful birthday song and cake. It was so unexpected of them la. End the day off with a group picture! I love love love SA07! =)

Lastly, the meetings of the 5N1 malay girls. The 7 petals without the 3. More or less a year since we met. Went over to Singapore Botanicals Garden for a potluck picnic, shared stories and had a great time. Soon enough everyone will be starting their attachment. Some are even going overseas for that and it would be another few months or year till we meet again. All the best to them! Its ok, as long as I have 2016 in mind for a reunion! Haha.

Lucky to have them all!

Its been too wordy since the beginning, so here's the picture! =)

NYP ADC COMMISSIONING 2009

WINGS 'Hong Bao' Meet

AirportSBG Outing

Exactly a week time. I'm excited as well as nervous.
=)

*A black/red dickies bag

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Girls Day Out

2009-01-28T13:09:00.004+08:00

Maybe the last time all 4 of us went out is years ago during sec sch. Therefore, I'm thankful that we finally finally got to meet up yesterday. I guess last minute meet ups is always rewarding and fun. Hah. Hopefully the next outing is on. They'll be graduating soon, all the best to them!

*An Adidas/Nike slippers.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Personal Favourites Part 1

2009-01-26T19:35:00.012+08:00

When they say that the concert tickets for Jason Mraz 5th March concert at Indoor Stadium has been sold out, I couldn't believe it. Went on to check online at sistic and true enough there wasn't any tickets available. Oh how sad can that be! I seriously wanna go to his concert but no ticketsss. Now the only option left is to go to some forums, maybe there'll be people willing to sell their tix there. Hah!

Anyway, below are some personal favourite pictures. I swear I had a hard time putting everything in one post, thus I shall break it into parts. I've got lots of personal favourites!
Enjoy!

Oh, and a Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends celebrating it! Have a great day ahead!
=)

the one when i was kelly clarkson..

the one when we're proud of our booth..the one where ADC did ballroom dancing..the one where the seven petals had an outing..the one where one in many occasions we goof around in class..the one where racial harmony day is so colourful..the one where we jump at sentosa after a day of fun..the one where our hard work paid off and we got the 'best booth' award..the one where we chilled and enjoy each other company..the one where we sleep in lecture..

the one where we goof around in the toilet..

the one where we went out during '08 CNY..

the one where all of us is on stage..the one where we did a diamond formation..

the one where we had the 'best butt' contest..

the one where we spent the day tgt..

the one where ADC went raya..

the one where we take a nice shot..the one where we're having fun while washing the kayaks..

the one where we played the 'washing machine' game..

the one with 'selamat pagi sungai berkelah!'..

the one with us playing with the cold water..

the one where we were hungry after the endless rehearsals..the one with see no evil, speak no evil, hear no evil at berkelah waterfall..

the one with us getting ready for the morning dip..

the one where we took pictures before the show starts..

and lastly,

THE ONE WITH MY CUTE FACE... hahahaha! =]
To be continued. . .

*A Jason Mraz Concert Ticket!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

BodyShop

2009-01-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

There comes a time in life, be it a short or long period of time when you think you need more of your own company than anyone else's. When you questioned yourself every possible questions you have about the way life is. When you remain quiet and all you hear are little voices of yours in your head debating on why things turn out the way it does. The period of self-isolation.

Frankly speaking, I'm finding myself standing at a crossroad. Don't know which way to go, with lots of questions in mind. It can get pretty depressing sometimes, but that's just how it is. I hate to be in this situation, always with low self-confidence and esteem, and pretty minimal motivation from within. I know I'll get out of this situation no matter what. So I guess, I'm better off being left alone for this period of time till I get everything sorted out. =)

*Body lotion from The Bodyshop!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Seventeen!

2009-01-23T10:50:00.006+08:00

Photos to update on the past events. Left 3 more events to go and after that, it'll be goodbye to EPM. Thank god my event is over! Thanks to those who came, and the team for making it happen. Truthfully, I, myself thought that it won't be a success and was very nervous a few hours before the talk start, but it was all good. Thanks yous peoples for all the help and support!

SYNERGY 2009 has also ended with a good note. Glad that most of the participants enjoyed it and that our 7 months long of preparation was all put into good. Is it worth it? I certainly felt that it is at the end, but the process? Will have to think about that more. Heh.

Golf is a new sport to me, but somehow after that golf session we had it definitely arouse some interest in me. Understood more about it and thinks that its not that boring of a sport either. In fact, its a fun one. =)

Now that everything is ending, reports are piling to be written and submitted. ADC Commissioning day is coming! I need a dress for its dinner tmrw. Hah!

Banana Relay Run - Pasir Ris Park

Golf Whacking Session

Triathlon Talk - NYP

Few hours before the talk
17 more days to what I call a big day, the start of my practicals.
Nervous nervous nervous! ;)

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

The way you look tonight

2009-01-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight.

You're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.

Yours Truly,
HASYIMAH

BIWM 7

2009-01-17T01:05:00.003+08:00

A good friend of mine is selling a second hand skinny jeans for $15 each, but $40 for all.
Size 28.
Available in Grey, White and Black.
If you're interested pls do let me know or you can CLICK HERE to visit the website where he sells some other stuffs at reasonable prices too.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Events

2009-01-15T23:33:00.007+08:00

"And in the end it's not the years in your life
that count.
It's the life in your years."

- Abraham Lincoln

Some overdue pictures of the events over the weeks. Another week has passed and we're left with what, 2 more weeks of EPM? Omg, just when we're adapting to things, we're gonna say goodbye to it. Heh. EPM is definitely a good program for us. Met all kinds of people and learn on how to work with them professionally. Cheh! But nothing beats the feeling of working as a team and bitching here and there. Haha! Meanwhile, SYNERGY 2009 NYP ADVENTURE RACE IS IN 2 Days time yo!!

NYP Esfera Capitao '09 - 7th Jan 09

NYP Open House '09 - 8th & 9th Jan 09

Hot & Breathless! SAFRA Beach Sports 2009 - 10th Jan 09

SAFRA AVventura - 11th Jan 09

PHOTOS

To be continued. . .

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Shoot Me Down!

2009-01-11T21:04:00.002+08:00

The whole week was power packed. Days filled with events that I or rather, we, have barely enough time to get some proper sleep. Irregular sleeping time sometimes causes the mood swings but I think so far, I'm pretty ok on that. Hah. Lets just say for the events that we went to, some are hot while some are bored. We were expecting much for the Sentosa event yesterday, as in the hunk and babes area but in the end it wasn't that appealing. Had fun under the sun, sun-tanning and the gladiator joust was therapeutic. Hah. Anyway, what's important was that today's event, the SAFRA Adventure Race make up for yesterday's disappointment, if you know what I mean. ;)

A few more weeks and a few more events to go. My event is coming pretty soon and I still need numbers. So if you guys are a NYP Student and are interested in triathlon training or in improving on your 2.4KM, pls sign up for a triathlon talk by Tribob. =) I'll come back with some photos on the next post. I'm hitting the bed yo!

The first cut is the deepest.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Ole!

2009-01-03T18:46:00.004+08:00

Omg omg, you guys gotta watch this funny soccer commercial. Some may have seen it before but its just refreshing when you watch it again. =)

Ole! (Euro 2004)

Actually there's more where that came from, some are pretty interesting ones. Personal favourite would be Nike and Pepsi soccer commercials.

Lots of things in mind, all inexpressible. If I could just have some of my self-esteem that I've lost a few years back, it would've been great. Oh hey, that may just be one of my new goal in 2009! =D

And oh, please do help me in my CNY and V-Day personal selling yea. Thank you thank you very much! =))))

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme, out of the doubt that fills your mind.
I somehow find, you and I collide.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Two Thousand Eight, Two Thousand Nine.

2009-01-01T19:37:00.006+08:00

Ended the year with a lunch at Seoul Garden with the people below. I've always enjoyed the great company of the best people in my life, yesterday was a good day to sum 2008 up. The last sunset and the first sunrise is always refreshing to watch. Stayed home for the later part of the day, didn't join in the countdown, in fact, I was reading a book when the new year arrives and I could hear loud thunder of fireworks from my room, probably coming from the Malaysian side.

A few expectations for 2009, each one within my reach I hope. =)
I'll be hitting the 2's real soon, and I sure will be posting up my wishlist in the coming posts to come. Heh! For now, January is a packed period with lots of events to cover.

Love forever, last forever.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

All the best!

2008-12-29T22:23:00.004+08:00

I'm wishing NYP MCG, Andayu, a very best wishes and all the best for their first ever musical production tmrw. I'm rooting for them and will be in the audience. Wooo! You go people!

Yours Truly,

HASYiMAH

Yesteryears

2008-12-27T23:09:00.004+08:00

LOVELY

When I saw these pictures being posted at Imah's blog (she's the one in green btw) , I practically let out a small scream for I've never seen the above pictures before. Back then, this is my troop. My 'lets have adventure and get in trouble together, lets go to the play ground and play some soccer and challenge those kids, lets get dirty together and many more lets get..' Childhood was made memorable with tons of adventure and laughter thanks to them. Every visit to the Grandma's house is a made promise that play awaits with them. We are the first few, thus the very lucky ones I must say. Everything was simple back then, no play station, no wii just a soccer ball, playground, some paper aeroplanes, play friends and such, but we had mario and tetris though. Heh. We were the power rangers, we were the captain planets, each one with a role to play. Our world revolves around the contribution of our little imagination that each one has making it into something spectacularly awesome to us. Childhood is simply the simplicity of life.

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Summertime Feeling

2008-12-25T23:56:00.003+08:00

Slow down cos you're movin' too fast
Close your eyes and let the day go past
Feelin' the sun and the breeze in your hair
Let the waves take away your cares
I'm feeling good today
I just wanna listen to what the flowers say
See if the cool wind carries my dreams

Not too cold in the sun beams

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Coerver 5v5 Festival '08

2008-12-22T21:00:00.006+08:00

Briefing day

Event Day

Thank God, one event has already passed. Coerver 5v5 Fest was awesome though there were some glitches along the way. It was tiring but a worthwhile experience to be in and seeing the little kids played was certainly a bonus. There are some real talents there and I think we might be seeing future professional soccer players playing. Heh. Those little cute boys are just too cute to be true to be playing soccer, their jerseys looks big on their little bodies. Haha. Anyway, the organisers are great people to work with and being their first time organising such events they did their best and we do learn a lot from this event. Even though at the end of the day we are dead tired, but its good to see that the team keep their spirits up and try to hold on to their responsibility respectively (minus the fact that Nathan was angry towards the end of the day although he claims that he wasn't but his facial expression says so! Ok, maybe its true he WASN'T angry. Anyway, HAHAH!). After 3 days of going to and fro from the house early in the morning till late night, it kinda feels empty not having our morning nap in the bus anymore. Haa. To wrap it up, the Japanese coach is really really cute and charming! LOL!!!!

Pre-event

Event Day 1Bossaball
Event Day 2

Morning of Event Day 2
Dead Tired

Pictures will be uploaded to the MULTIPLY soon.

1 down, 12 more to go!

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

But

2008-12-20T22:18:00.004+08:00

Damn tired. Damn fun but damn tired damn windy but damn hot damn cute but damn alot damn fast but damn slow damn early but damn late damn hungry but damn little damn handsome but damn he's taken. HAHAHA! Everything contradicts but thats life for now. Gonna take pictures with the cutie pies from japan tmrw, they damn cute and damn good at playing soccer at the age of 7 and 8 yrs. Kawaiiii!

'Brad pitt', is your voice really like brad pitt? Hmm, I wonder. Haha.

Yours truly,
HASYiMAH

Greetings

2008-12-16T21:52:00.004+08:00

To start the day with a 'good morning sunshine'
and ends it off with a 'goodnight sleepyhead'!

Ain't it sweet?
If only, hah.

The body's a little weak, runny nose, headache, backache. What more can I ask for?
Events coming up, and I hope I'll be better then.

Yours Truly
HASYiMAH

Green Camp

2008-12-14T21:34:00.002+08:00

Like I've said, the parents and brothers are away except for the big brother and so the home feels so empty and kinda quiet without the youngest one around. Heh. So I'm trying to find things to occupy myself with but I'll prolly hit the bed early since I sleep like barely 3 hours the previous night and there's school tmrw. Shucks! But since most of them are having their term break now, I hope the mrt won't be that conjested cos standing so close to someone whom you don't know early in the morning is so not cool and they either forget to bathe or thinks that using the whole bottle of perfume is gonna make them some ambassador for that brand! As if our noses can detect what kind of perfume it is.

Green camp was exciting, but sitting at Jurong Point's Delifrance for the WGS Amazing Green Race from 12noon to about 7pm was so not fun. I bet a thousand ppl walked past us cos it was so crowded and I think the manager got pretty tired of us as he kept walking in and out. We played like lots of games and gave plenty of riddles but that was not enough, so Fir and Wei Kee created our own game, a lame one. Hah. Anyway, I shall participate in the game instead of being the station master next time round.

The mini gathering was something refreshing, in fact, going back to Woodgrove Secondary felt somewhat safe and homey. I miss it! I miss every single time spent there with friends. I shall not get emo and proceed to tell that I had a great time spending the 2 days with those who were there, cos I sure need some cheering up to do ey. Haha. Talk eat laugh, more talk eat laugh.

Last but certainly not the least,
HAPPY 19th Aliff!!
Like the msg I sent, have fun and enjoy life. =D
Presents soon I guess. Hahha.

* Where you at?

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

And They Fly Like A Bird

2008-12-12T21:11:00.004+08:00

Thank God It's Friday as they say. With that, it wraps up the first week of EPM, only the first week and I'm mentally drained. There'll be more to come ey. Anyways, first week of AWWA was enjoyable though most of the Ah Pahs and Ah Mahs only knew how to speak cantonese and hainan and only 2 that can speak english, I enjoyed myself still. They are very cute at their age, some even have little cat fights still, not the big major one but just some small squabbles and its cute. Haha! The first event briefing with the organisers was pretty cool, its gonna be Yat's event and its held next week for 3 days, hopefully the kids that are coming over here to play soccer are all the cute ones, expecting to spot some cuties from Japan and Australia. Hah!

1st Day

BriefingThe class was pretty hyper just now and the guys played some rugby inside, they wanted to play along the corridor but I think they didn't. Hah. Lunch was uber funny with the new invented 'sports' that we chance upon while talking on random things and it can get you all sweaty. LOL!

Bolt! with Eddry a few days back and the movie was cute and funny at the same time. A good one I guess and he keep on insisting that Mittens is cute, but I think Rhino the hamster is cute-er! Heh. Twilight twilight k! =)

The whole family is going to KL for a holiday. Like literally THE WHOLE FAMILY, that includes the parents, siblings, grandpa, grandma, aunties, uncles and cousins. I can't go cos I've got EPM to attend and they'll be away for 4 days! Oh gosh. IMAH SLEEPOVER LEHHH..

And I'm glad first week is over, 8 more weeks to go so JIA YOU team mates! I'm so excited for tmrw ey! =D

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH

Make A Door

2008-12-11T21:59:00.003+08:00

"I have become my own version of an optimist.
If I can't make it through one door,
I'll go through another door - or I'll make a door.
Something terrific will come no matter how dark
the present."
 
- Joan Rivers

Day One

2008-12-09T21:24:00.004+08:00

I didn't know that EPM would be so mentally tiring, I was so exhausted by 4.30 that my mind was a blank. And it's only the first day, many many many more days to go. Persevere persevere. Being in the room from 9 to 5.30 is so not fun, of cos there'll be constant laughters and such but at times there'll be awkward silence that you can't help but to just fall asleep, for a moment only. At a time where events are running dry, we're pretty worried of not having one and that we would have to settle for something less, even something less is nowhere to be found. Gosh, what a time to do EPM.

Video taping was the highlight! The fact that everyone was so focus cracks me up when it was my turn to introduce myself, and that made everyone burst out into laughters. I bet all of them were just trying to hold back their laughter and it only takes someone to let them loose. Thanks to me ey. Hahah! Ni men da jia zhao. Wo shi chin chow..

Oh well, I guess EPM is fun in a way but certainly a headache on the other hand. Interestingly, the soccer match between Indonesia and Singapore is rather exciting. Not bad ey. That's random btw. Hee.

* Give me something to believe in,
is it fear that makes us blind?

Yours Truly,
HASYiMAH